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During the past couple nights, I've been astral projecting and being in the astral plane a couple hours ago, I didn't like the feeling of being followed and turn around and see the only people that hurt my feelings and trying to apologize to me.

I don't need any apology- i just wanted to be left alone.

One other thing that bothers me is the noise. GAH no one here knows when to shut the hell up. I need pure silence.

Another thing to let off of me is I feel so ******** insecure and feel like my feelings got hurt. I don't understand why I try to go for someone that I feel a true connection with and it wouldn't work out or never get even the chance to say anything. Nor trying to call them and try to hang out with them and never called back.

If yesterday was my birthday, it would have been a real shitty one.

I wish that someone would just come forth and let me know something cause I don't like being.. single. I don't like being unloved. But I don't want to get into a relationship and get hurt. That's my worst fear. Because of this, I've had past relationships and they were nothing but Hell to me. Got cheated on, got mistreated, got hurt, and even betrayed.

I know this isn't just like the topic but i hate the fact that I'm being followed and wanted to be alone and never confronted.

Never have any confrontation.
Never have too many friends
And always keep the enemies closer.