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Mah Storeh! (You Don't Need To Read) |
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Like I said, it's just my story that I feel like writing. You can comment on it but it's not even finished yet. La la la!
The Diary of the Unlucky Girl
Monday June 14 11:25 pm
Ooooh-kay! I'm totally tired and my eyes are gonna close...But I've got to stay awake. As time is going by, I"m kinda feeling like I'm going to fall asleep. I might as well right write about my life. Summer makes yoiu wierd and pyscho! ^^;; <--- Sooo Nerdy!!
Spiffy Info:
Name:Anna Smith
Age: 13 Or am I?
raseRace: Asian-mixes and other cultures as well
color of hair:...My hair isn't a natural color or just one color. Let's just go with brown with highlights
color of eyes: A brownish color
That's enough info for now! You, my secret pal! (sooo cheesy) shall listen to my thoughts and may not complain! Notice how I underlined that!
 kyo_kun_luver · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 12:47am · 1 Comments |
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Esh! Yesterday was goood! My friend Linda and I ish soooo wierd! Ha ha ha ha! Heh..We have a stomach ache from all the sweets we ish ate. Linda has a headache while I'm gonna barf anytime soon! ZO
MG! Lookout! We might barf on you! Ha ha ha ha! DAmn! Ugh...Coldstone's was realllly good but too good! Esh..I got rasberry sorbet with gummy bears while she got cake batter with oreos..Maybe it still has salmonella...Cause we ish gonna die here next to the stupid comp...Anyways..We ended up watching Fullmetal Alchemist which was kinda creepy cause the girl was a guy and he looked annarexic during the first part! XD Esh! Then Linda was falling asleep so I started looking through the channels.(Flipping, looking..WhateVER!!!) Anyways..We found this show called "Parental Control" and it's where the kids of the parents have a problem. The girlfriend/boyfriend is getting on their last nerves and they want the girlfriend/boyfriend gone! So they go and choose choices for their kid to go out on a date with! Esh..The parents and the girlfriend/boyfriend of the child have to watch them have a good time..ESH WAS HILARIOUS! ONE OF THE GUYS FLIPPED THE PARENTS OFF! HA HA HA HA! WE WERE CRACKING UP! THOUGH ..Linda was falling asleep..The parents was called a ghetto b***h to her face..That was kinda bitchy but the guy kept the girl. I laughed how stupid the guy was cause he was kicked out of the house.Ahhhh..Good time!
kyo_kun_luver · Mon May 15, 2006 @ 02:19am · 1 Comments |
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Esh! Dance the Night Away! |
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Esh..I loved our dance at my school!It was today which is Friday! We though had a dress code which was to be fancy. This was because the theme was Hollywood or something! It was teh rockingest! I was wearing a green halter top that was croucheted! Then I wore this pretty black skirt but I mostly hated the top and the heels cause I had to take so much breaks so that I wouldn't hurt my feet! Esh! Though what I really liked was the music and dancing. I was singing really retarded with mah friends and I felt like a freak which was fun for me. There was the game called the "Shoe Game" where you would chose a shoe from a pile of your grade and whosever shoe you had, you had to slow dance with! I was all freaking out and being, "I dont wanna dance with someone who hate me or I dont like!" So I asked Matt, a good friend of mine to do it. I mean choose my shoes so that I wouldn't have to dance with someone else! Ish! We did it six times and it was pretty cool! We like laughed at other couples and had fun! Ish..Thought I really hate Michael. He's this wierd "Popular" kid who is sooo concieted! He hates me for no reason and treats me like s**t literally!But I was really happy anyway, ignoring most of the time him. Ish! Also, more about Matt. He's kinda like Takkun's best friend so yeah..Ish most people know that Takkun and I used to kinda be like boyfriend and girlfriend. Takkun never comes to the dances which I'm okay with but Matt comes which makes me happy cause he's funny and a great guy(sheesh..I sound like I'm falling for him!). Anyway, Skyler was saying that Matt was kinda being like the substitution for Takkun. Does that mean that...I'm a whore or is Matt the whore? Ish. Also, Matt and I were dancing the last dance and the music was James Blunt You're Beautiful! So Sarah,another Sarah from the one on gaia, came up to us and started singing it to us..We were a little creeped out! But it was really funny. Everyone knows that it's really ******** high instead of flying high so when that came, Emily sang really loud, "******** HIIIGH!" and I started cracking up with Matt. It actually was playing the flying high and we weren't allowed to cuss. Ah! That was funny!
kyo_kun_luver · Sat May 13, 2006 @ 08:02am · 3 Comments |
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CuTe_SaNgO kyo_kun_luver whoever the poet girl is, she's totally sweet! r=7-8? g-15 You know it... Friend... Choose to love; rather than hate. Choose to laugh; rather than cry Choose to create; rather than destroy. Choose to persevere; rather than quit. Choose to praise; rather than gossip. Choose to heal; rather than wound. Choose to give; rather than steal. Choose to act; rather than procrastinate. Choose to grow; rather than rot. Choose to pray; rather than curse. Choose to live; rather than die.
kyo_kun_luver datperson kyo_kun_luver datperson kyo_kun_luver I thought everyone should have a memory! memories..... the memories, the bright and happy, the cold and harsh, bitter and never forgettable, the good fading, where have they gone? when will they be back? *sigh* CAn I put that on my profile? um... sure by datperson or whatev... Thanks
When life is at it's fullest, you dont know the bad parts. Then there's no ying and Yang. No love and no hate. No peanut butter and jelly. Maybe those are the best ideas but at least they make the world more interesting to me.
My Donaters! Yay! The people who have donated to me! Me me me! Yay!:
King_of_nothing
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X.rainbowflavoredpride.X
Taco-Eating-Squirrel
bby_gurl
LalaBlah
monkeylover93
KariH8sEvry1
Poe_Raven
I have other names that will come in soon!
Hated by everyone. She stands alone. She doesnt care. Comments of hate. Comments of dispise. Slapping. Put-downs. Cries. She's used to it Nothing's realy going to take her out of this Miserable childish Life. ^ / Ish my stupid life. A girl. An asian girl A girl who doesnt believe she's smart. She hates herself. She hates her family and friends. She hates the world. She's been rejected so many times, it hurts too much She turns to fakeness. Lying Fake Reality is gone for her. For some strange reason Really strange. She wants to stop. She wants to only be loved And she wishes that someone will do that Do that one simple thing My Dream Avi Items Needed: #FFFFFF Complex Band-800 gold Kitsuke Mask Bani Clips-60,000 gold Purplemarine UpsideDown Boots-18200 gold Chain Wallet-225,000 gold Gills mad Gold Promise Ring-1000 gold Kiki Kitty Plushie sad 35,000 gold Leather Collar with Cross-20,000 Mochi the Puppy-8,000gold Steel-plated Ninja Headband-217,000 gold sad ZONY Diskman-45,000 gold Whip of Ice mad Blue Strapless Bra-560 gold Lex's White Shorts-1600 gold Black Fishnet Stockings-2000 gold Bought: mad Questing: sad Donated: heart All the quotes are mine. The poem is mine as well. Dont steal them.
kyo_kun_luver · Sat May 13, 2006 @ 07:55am · 0 Comments |
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"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
Esh..I have to sing that at my friend's recital. I actually have never sang really in public. I guess when I'm with her, she convinces me that it's nothing but and I'll be okay. Esh..Though today when I practiced it, I started crying when singing. I guess..cause I'm just a little like that...People faces came through my head...Brianna, Linda, Nikole, John, Ember, Lynn, Kari, Troy, Nashya, and even Sarah. I guess Sarah because I felt like I was supposed to hate her but I didn't really wanna. I guess..life doesnt want me to take control. I can't say I dont believe in God but..I dont really wanna turn to anyone when I'm sad. I dont really wanna turn to my own parents if they really critize my actions with no nice try or anything. I've always felt like since my first dog Buddy died, everyone saw me change because...I dont want to depend on anyone. Look what happened with my dog, He's gone. He's not coming back....Not ever gonna come back. People ask me why I'm such a b***h or I'm the devil's child. I guess I will die in hell. I guess that will make people happy! Right! I'll just slit my wrists or something..Nothing's really gonna affect anyone. No one's life will die. My parents can spend more money on them. My friends, the fake illusion, will go away eventually and forget...And what about John...John..Well the truth is..I still love him a little. But it really wont matter cause he hates me anyways. Maybe I'll never see anyone again but at least I'll be in the place where everyone wants me...
kyo_kun_luver · Mon May 08, 2006 @ 10:18pm · 1 Comments |
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Here's a pic of my dream nerd. A person to serve me..Cute but nerdy! Me the kick-butt master!Or I would be his girlfriend! Either way I win!
kyo_kun_luver · Fri Apr 21, 2006 @ 05:05am · 0 Comments |
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OI! My profile is right heeereeee!!! XD |
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well it's kinda a pain to keep on scrolling down right to comment me! heh! like only two to three do it! Well I"m putting my profile here!
Esh...Hello! .I make wishlist,banners, and petitions.Thankies for visiting! Leave a comment!(Please dont be rude!)
Shobo's(thats meh!) likes:
~poootaaatoooes! heh joking! though I do like them
~Anime/Manga! How could I live without it!
~Friends! Another Essential!
~Love! ....actually nevermind..It's caused me nothing but pain!
~FMA,FLCL,Kare Kano!
~Guys..morely relating to Kyo(yesh!mine! do not even think of having him! I get fiesty for him), Ren(he's pretty cute!),Ryuchi(I dont know why...I just do!), Ryou( he's sensative but tries not to admit it...sweet!), and Bankostu!(Mmmm!Good! Ha! Like Campells! Get it?Get it?*sighs* nevermind!)
~Namie Amuro and Evanesence and Panic!At the Disco and others
~laughing stupidly
Shobo's Dislikes:
~Bitches who think they like my guys!(Meow!!!)
~N00bs! They just piss me off!
~Stalkers!!!*shivers* they just creepy!
~b***h-a** friends of mine who keep on acting like a n00b when I tell them to stop
~Kiley Larsen...I just do...
Facts about Shobo that you might wanna know:
~I have the tendency to make people laugh
~I'm compeditive for my men!
~I believe that Matt is gay but I still like him on the outside!
~I have wierd words that I use that I make up!
~I like Pocky! A lot!
~I cried a lot while watching Fullmetal Alchemist..People stare at me also when I cried in the bookstores reading Full Moon wo Sagashite
~I'm becoming obsessed with Edward from Cowboy Bebop! He's hell of a riot and so funny! He's also so kawaii and physcho!
I would like to add you to my friendslist if you are kind and all but you gotsa pm meh! And please have your pm on!!! I get sick of not being able to talk to people! Anyways!LIke I said, I make banners petitions and wishlists and others...pm me for more or talk to me on my thread! :3
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P.S. I rock at acting! I'm dead serious! I rock the stage. I'm planning to go professional and I've taken over twenty classes for acting! Yesh! Anyways! Hope you comment profile or pm meh!
P. S. S. My avi looks just like me in real life. Except the fact that I dont show off my bra and shorts here! That's dumb!P.S.S.S. Kyo is mine, Yuki is yours, Torhu is wierd and Kagura likes boars! A clever rhyme I made up! I'm adding more but alas...Not now.
Just felt like putting my sig here in case you donate!
PLEASE DONATE!
I make wishlists!hee hee!
My Donaters! Yay! The people who have donated to me! Me me me! Yay!:
King_of_nothing
[-Momo Mizrahi-]
X.rainbowflavoredpride.X
Taco-Eating-Squirrel
bby_gurl
LalaBlah
monkeylover93
KariH8sEvry1
Poe_Raven
I have other names that will come in soon!
Dont steal or copy the last threee! They are mine and were designed for me! If you want something like that, ask me for details! You Are 60% Boyish and 40% GirlishYou are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You? Your Hair Should Be PinkHyper, insane, and a boatload of fun. You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow. What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?RUPERT GRINT=LOVE and mine!
kyo_kun_luver · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 10:44pm · 0 Comments |
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A girl asked her love if he thought she was pretty
he said NO
She asked him
If he would want to be with her forever...
and he said NO
She then asked him if she were to leave, would he cry
and once again he replied with a NO
She heard enough
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face
the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty, you're beautiful
I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away,
I'd die........
Think about it...
I wish Takkun would
kyo_kun_luver · Thu Apr 13, 2006 @ 03:12am · 0 Comments |
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This is my dictionary part about all my words that I use!
Gomennasai-My sorry word
squee-my happiness
phwee?!?!-my confusedness
oi-to just get your attention
platic-aid-the same as a band aid but it's not called that
bai bai-saying my goodbyes!
bish slap-kinda like b***h slaping but better
kiss this!-meaning get a life and kiss my a**..not really though
kyo_kun_luver · Tue Apr 04, 2006 @ 03:44am · 0 Comments |
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