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idk...
******** Reborn
My life is mine...
i control it all...
upon me, my blade shall no longer dine...
i finally stand tall...
and take what is mine...
to me your lies shall no longer call...
im done with your cause of my crying...
i let you go, so i shall no longer bawl...
you will no longer cause my wish of dying...
im done with it all...
i can finally move on...
to be at peace...
im finally done...
no more cover over me...
ive finally won...
you stupid metal razor, youll cause no more worry...
my memories of fun...
it was my life curry...
my masterpiece "memories"...
your what finally set me free...
you make me not breath...
you made me believe...
that i can finally live as me...
the tears dont stop flowing...
the more that come, the more i can make...
and its really showing...
ive cried a ******** lake...
i love my life...
after soo long...
under the knife..
well, its wrong...
i love you all...
I broke my chains...


Colors
my colors...
theyre starting to show...
all i am is just a cover...
that hides all my woe...
people can read me now...
like never before...
and i wonder how...
and conclude it was her...
my love so strong...
broke me down...
made me do all i thought was wrong...
behind this smile is a permanent frown...
all i felt for her...
to be made to feel like a clown...
my lies are my cover...
but so easy to tell...
im not ok anymore...
hope i rot in hell...
you can tell im broken...
yes, everyone can...
gonna make me start smoking...
all over again...
though theres not a drug as sweet as you...
the others will have to do...
i thought i was invincible, but you broke me, more than i thought possible, but to be honest...
I dont care...
As long as your happy...
Its all that matters to me...

</3...gino...</3


urges

you scream at me...
but i must leave you be...
you ******** liar...
you will not make it alllll better...
you ruined my life...
you ******** knife...
im stronger than you...
you know it too...
but why cant i let you go...
alls you cause is pain and woe...
you make me lie...
no matter how hard i try...
you make me wanna die...
******** you...
youll be outta my life...
soon enough...
</3...gino...</3


Sweat,Blood,Hate,Pain,and Love...

you scream at me...
but i must leave you be...
you ******** liar...
you will not make it alllll better...
you ruined my life...
you ******** knife...
im stronger than you...
you know it too...
but why cant i let you go...
alls you cause is pain and woe...
you make me lie...
no matter how hard i try...
you make me wanna die...
******** you...
youll be outta my life...
soon enough...
</3...gino...</3



A living hell all caused by one thing...
i came out of my shell...
for a girl who made me feel like i had wings...
i gave her all that was me...
all my happiness,joy,and love...
just to be smashed so easily...
she was my turtle dove...
i fell for her without a clue...
that she would just let me fall...
i realized too late and there was nothing i could do...
i try to stand tall...
but behind my fake visage...
lies a pain like no other...
making me wish i never came out of my mother...
i fell for her, it was pretty plain...
only to be rejected and shattered...
like a glass vase from a plane...
to me,her happiness and NOTHING else mattered...
all of that pain...
because i was soo battered...
is all in vain...
all this caused...
by the angel...
i shouldve paused...
and only looked at her from a friends angle...
so much sweat, blood, hate, pain, and agony...
all caused by a word thats used so plainly...
im a broken soul...
not a thing can fix me...
i am drowning in my woe...
</3...gino...</3


Time

tick-tock
tick-tock
time is rinning out
tick-tock
tick-tock
i have a really strong doubt
tick-tock
tick-tock
about my promise to stick it out
tick-tock
tick-tock
please do not pout
tick-tock
tick-tock
when im found after a bullets shout
tick-tock
tick-tock
in a pool of blood, i lay, body sprawled out
tick-tock
tick-tock
life is but a gladiators bout
tick-tock
tick-tock
although you may want me to win
i dont even know where to begin
tick

tock

tick...

so i lost...
</3...gino...</3


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