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...The Minds Torture...
Are You Really Going To Red This Journal? Are You Ready To Comment On It? Are You Willing To Die Trying?
My Ghastly Poems I've never Released Before.
The evil has arisen, deathly smile
Dusty tears,
Siphoning all religion
Draining all your years.

An unearthly pull to do it-
To run away from life,
To waste it all, lay in filth,
To hide that bloody knife.

With irredescant looming
Completely I'll surround
The life that is my precious gift
To bludgeon it, watch it drown.

My dad can hardly breath now,
He is dying fast
Whats the point in saving life
To try to make it last?




Are you sure I am not looking past you?
At some twisted little vision
Of a person tied down screaming
From a painful deadly incision
Am I laughing at these wicked thoughts?
My soul is dripping with sin
I have so much anger to give
But where should I begin

I thought we all had a god given gift
Guess I'm not human. I'm less
Unless hate is a gift
In which case I've been blessed
'Cause I hate a lot of people
But can't explain my thoughts
And I am laughing
As your body rots

Will I ever find my one true love?
Do you believe there is such?
I've reached out on a long search
But never close enough to touch
Couldn't find anyone to hold me
Lost in nothing but my dreams
Everyone I loved was false
I said screw my self-esteem

Is love just something you say
To get what you want
Because real love is fake
You say the three words
So that you can come and take
Whatever you want

All I ever wanted was someone
To tell me she would be there
To have that special felling
But no one ever seemed to care
It disgusts me that my one lady
Never came to cure my loathing
It's over now no one to stop me
Watch my dead limp body floating

Is love just something you say
To get what you want
Because real love is fake
You say the three words
So that you can come and take
Whatever you want

A fisherman finds and pulls it in
Still blood red from dripping wounds
Watch me on the ten o'clock news
Maybe my love will find me soon


You don't know it but its true, one day you'll be blue,
No one there to take care of you

you'll be alone all by your self and I'll come

your head will be my trophy
your heart will be on fire
your lungs will be gasping for breath in my flat tire

so remember me when you're old and gray
when I come it will be your special day.


Hey You Guys.
It's been awhile since I've been on gaia. I had lost my password, but thanks to tohe new password retreval system...I'm back on!


I'm back! I got a kitten..shes a calico! her name is Cati (Ka-tee)


what would you guys do if I died and never came back?


damn computer! i can't change, i can't add anything....even when i try to, the clothes i'm wearing disappear!!


I might be on more often....but don't count on it!


The first day of school:

first of all i stabbed myself with my pencil.....owwwww....
had to run away from people....


dear friends,

I may not be on gaia untill next summer. I may be able to sneak on once in a while....


I went to the circus with my little cousin the other day....This year sucked, when I went with her the year before they at least had elephants! After that Sara (little cousin) and me went to diary queen....She is evil!! I spent all of my money on her..... gonk

The top ten things that are fun:

10.rollerblading
9.hiking
8.gymnastics
7.drawing
6.silence (thats really fun!)
5.torturing..( *laughs evilly*)
4.swimming
3.fighting!
2.reading
1.being with the one i love (i'm not going soft)


*thses are my own little fun activities...if you have a problem with that, SCREW YOU!!


Heavens Dark Angel
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