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OK so heres whats going on lately and its alot. Well i am in like love with someone and my dad found out. My dad said bthat if he ever found out that he called again we would be be dead and he was not joking about the being dead thing to. and he was utting something and while he said that he was like looking at the knife and i was like ok then. So i went up to my room and like locked myself in there and like i burst out into tears and i am screaming at the top of my lungs say like "WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN AGAIN!!!!!" and like i called him and i told ewhat had happened and he was like well i dont want you do get into trouble and i dont want you to die and neither do i. so he was all like well i guees this is gpoodbye, so i love you, and like the first time i couldnt say i love you with out crying super hard.so like eventuLLY I SAID GOOD BYE AND WE HUNG UP AND I CALLED my best friend cuz she called me while i was talking to the boy and like she asked why i was crying and i couldnt and refused to tell her. and like today we reunited on x-box 360 live and now were fighting. I was like "ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS CANT I GET THROUGH ONE FREAKIN JNIGHT WHITH OUT FIGHTING WITH SOME ONE".
SO WE WILL JUST HAVE TO SEE WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TOMORROW.
sorry i left caps lock on ......
-hannah
p.s.
i am crying once again ..... emo crying