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The music is dead, the amen is said.
The kiss of faith is what I beg.
I knew it!
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A more updated poem


Dead Skin.
So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have made
Such a waste what a shame my whole life is a fake
Well I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years
The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace
What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face
I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years
I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin
I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again
I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin
Can I sleep 'til then

Phenobarbitol and alocohol these two surely will do
To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two
When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear somedays I pray someone will blow me away
Make it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fade
Well I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear
I can't shed my skin
I can't shed my skin


Basically how I feel right now...an abyssal hole within me.


Homework.
Yeah...I'm avoiding homework...I figure after I get started it won't take me that long, but then I have to study for a trig quiz tomorrow, read three chapters in Huckleberry Finn, and study for an elements quiz on Thursday. -_- Wow...

Save me!


Geneaology Revealed
In chemistry yesterday, we started to go over safety rules...seeing as we have a lab coming up on Monday and all.

Anyways, we got on the topic of fire safety. Our teacher said that if we caught on fire not to "stop, drop, and roll", because we had tile floors, and it wouldn't help.

I got the mental picture of a human rotating like a chicken on a rotisserie over an open flame. I could even hear the spit going squeak, squeak, squeak as it turned. I was hysterical too the point I couldn't stop laughing.

Jacob and I were talking about it later. I spoke of possibly being related to Vlad the Impaler.

He agreed with me, saying it would explain a lot of things: my morbid sense of humor and my temperment (being the most prominent).

Well, do you think I'm related to the infamous Dracula?


Um....vahoo?
Today is my birthday. Although it was a great and splendid day. I feel no joyous celebration from hear and soul for today. Is this...what being....an adult feels like?

My friend smacked my rump 17 times today....but it got old after the first two. I was sung "Happy Birthday" in Phantom of the Opera style; it was funny, but nothing out of the ordinary.

The best part of my birthday was eating dinner with Nana.

Is this what it's supposed to be like?


An Old Poem
Yeah, I dusted this thing off. It's called Teenage Dream.

Shutting yourself away
You'll never hurt
That way
Screaming out your name
They'll never hear
Your whisper
Fighting again fate
They'll tear you down
Never drown
Tracing your scars
They'll give five more slices
A bad habit
Growing numb from them
Insanity has office
A teenage dream.


Thanks to my good friend Bess for her permission to use the "five more slices a bad habit" part. Lurve you Bess.


*sigh*
I'm not having a good time at all right now, and I'm not going to give that "My life just sucks in general" stuff I used to say.

This idiot girl at school is..well...an idiot. She's a senior, and just because I won't bow down and worship the ground she walks on, she's being an a**. I'm tired of dealing with her and her snitty ways. I don't let her walk all over me thought. So...I really don't understand.

And then, I was invited to join a Bellydance Troupe this year. I accepted of course. But the..song we're doing. I'm just not feeling it, and so..there are issues there.

And..that's about it. Of course they are other things, but they are not for mixed company.


Mahsa Tien
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