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let it bleed


i pick up the razor
it reminds me of you
of how you are always critisizing me
of the way nothing i do is ever right for you

just this one time
i wish i could be perfect for you
i just want you to notice
that i dont always to bad things

i slice once
the familiar pain is back
i slice agian
the blood slowly surfaces

the more i slice
the more pain im reminded of you,
dad!
why wont you notice me?

this poem is for my ******** father who is never around