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ok so, we're about to get evicted, but my mom has that taken care of-ish, and we're most likely gonna have the internet and cable turned off, so i'll probably be away for a while...a long-ish while...

and my grampa is dying and I know it and I hate it and If i could give him some of my life and vigor i'd gladly do it...well...i'd have to think about it actually.....

i don't wanna die tomorrow O.<

my gramma offered to let me move back in with her but i couldn't do that to my mom and sistert, i could never, even though it's getting to where i really can't do anything anymore, all i do is lay around all night and day, because i'm too sad to do anything else

but anyways, i guess if the net rly does get turned off, I'll see anyone who cares when i get back....

I still can't figure out how to get a pic into my siggy.....stupid computer crap! domokun My comp is working right today! YAY! I realize that these journals will probly never be seen by anyone outside of me and that me writing this serves no purpose....did I spell that right? it looks wrong! scream

Everyone say hello to my puppy Shadow! He's pawing me right now..... scream stupid dog......no, I heart him. He's only 4 but enough about him.....Wow I'm kinda boring. I probly won't post much on this b/c I use my other username more often. It's hatredscorned. she's cute but this is my first avatar so I can't bring myself to delete her. She's perty! I got her rated once and she got a 5....at least it wasn't a 0 right....RIGHT!!!! gonk Say YAY if you have a useless or slow comp!!!!! The only thing it does is log on to the net.....that's it.....won't do much else.... xp oh yeah by the way..... VIVE LA RESISTANCE .....oh god here comes my other puppy....Lady.....attention whores.....both of em....... stressed and yet I still love them.....it's sad really confused