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I'm seriously so damn pissed! My ******** mom keeps getting drunk every damn night, Kiley's being an a** and keeps blowing me off, and my damn emotions keep going haywire.
My stupid mom, the douche. I'm getting yelled at, and I did freakin NOTHING WRONG. She's a racist b***h, and I seriously think the only reason she's ******** screaming at only me is because I'm gay. Oh, did I mention she hates that too? And basically anyone who's NOT her.
Kiley. She's being a douche. She blew me off when I tried to say hi to her, and then tried to drag me out of the ******** room. And LAUGHED. It wasn't funny. It hurt, and I yelled at her until I punched her in the leg and she let me go. And theeennn- I tried to strike up conversation. Once again, blown off. So, I ask her for a bit of space because our friendship is becoming s**t and so she ignores me completely? FINE. I can't stand her lately anyways. It's her fault in the first place. She was being clingy and more s**t, and I couldn't take it. That's why I broke up with her. And she still wouldn't change. But now, she decided to, and is completely ignoring me??? What happened to "I'll never leave you, I'm always gonna be here..." ? WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT??
I can't stand this s**t anymore. S'cuse my language. But it's all falling apart. And I've got no one to talk to. Everytime I need it, no one can ever be there. What the hell do I do? I can be independant, yes. But there's just those times...
Well, I've got to go breath in some air that isn't smoke from my mom's damn ciggs. So I'm out.
 Kurai Kaminari · Fri Jan 25, 2008 @ 03:55am · 1 Comments |
