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I feel terrible. Simply aweful. I'm a bad person tonight, and have been for a good while. I hate causing pain, especially when I do it unknowingly.
Forgiveness may be out of the question, so I wont bother asking. Not tonight anyway.

I hawrts life...and I hawrts you! blaugh heart

The two sides of me have begin to separate. One is artistic, loving, kind...while the other is evil, loves pain and is...well...naughty. There are those who appreciate these two sides, and I appreciate them in return. I simply hope those who know my good side will never meet my bad.
Oh...and from my nice side to a friend:

An emotion, powerful and breaking
Sending peices of a broken heart
Flying off into darkness,
To find a place in the shadows
Will leave festering emptiness
Then devour your mind
As the shadows soround
All you knew once to be good
You will forget the joys
That once made a series of days
Into weeks, and into a life
You will forget all you knew
And surrender to darkness

Emotions destroy you
Every sense, every thought
They manipulate your heart
Tear apart your very being
But to feel these emotions
Can revive shards of memory
And bring them together
Intp one beating heart
And feeling things again
Remembering what you knew
May make you think twice
To the perpose of your life
-L.A.

Recently I have been observing and rating Evangelion art. This obsession seems to have sprung up out of no where. There is a large arena where these pictures are kept, and I wander it freely, leting my eyes skim over plug-suits, blue hair, and red eyes. But this obsession has grown even further.
I wish to rp eva as well. Yet there are few who I find willing to join me in this. If I could ever find a single soul willing to help me, I would eb forever greatful.