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Recently I joined a group called Elftown, the message board side of Elf Wood. In there it is common to recive a ranodm Post. As I surfed through random people I can across one guy, and I messaged him adn we started talking, well now we are friends, and maybe even more. He goes to college at North Virginia and I am stuck here in Florida, but we want to try. David warns me to be careful, and I will be.

I guess Erica read my last entry...she messaged me with a letter. I was jealous and still am, but I guess it was because I was lonely is why I said all those things. Now that I have someone of my own, I hope we can try and get over our differences and be allies atleast. I belive she knows more about magic than I do and it would be cool if I could learn from her, she is better in magic on many lvls including how long she has been doing it in this life and her past ones, I don't even know what my preincarnation was so I am a little behind.

Ya. Well here is a small intro to me, for those who don't belive in any type of magic stop reading now. I am the LONG LONG decendent of a Grey Elf, basically an elf with wings, and I have a close friend who is a half-elf. Together we have come in contact with many diffrent types of magical creatures, not limited to Elfs of all types (including Wood, Half and Drow) Demon of many types, and Fae creatures. Many of these creatures are close friends of ours. But enough about everyone else what about me. I am as I said before Very small amount Grey Elf, so small in fact that I do nothave a pair of wings, well not a visible pair, physicaly I ha ve the indentations on my back where a pair could be. I have been told that they do appear on the astral plane but not here on the physical one we live on. In other news, life sucks! In recent time I have relized how much I misss my Ex David...Although I have "dated" another guys since then and been left by him, I still miss David more than anyone else. I hear it all the time from his Familiar, ACe who tells me how much better ACe is then David...in truth I think David is better than Ace in same ways, but still Ace is quite funny, especialy for a Vapiric Demon. I have beagn to fall into a deep depression, and when this happens my wings begin to drag, and it hurts to so mcuh, I get this throbbing in my back, I try to ignore it but it gets on my last nerves. I hope yo find someone to love soon. I am tired of being alone and I want someone to hold onto and love....in truth I have the hardest time finding people to love, who will sincerely love me back....
Well I have to go for now....

Blessing of the goddess upon you all.