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So many people try and keep everything before they die.
I've realzied that nobody can't, not even me.
No, all I can do is disperse my possessions amongst my friends.
You live on forever, but not the way you think.
You live on forever, but never on the brink of reality.
It's all perspective, truly.
Where you go depends on you.
You'll always get some sort of heaven or hell based on you.
Me? I'm getting hell.
and I think I'm going soon.
But none of my friends will ever realzie this, because they do not bother to read my entries.
No, I'll let them be happy.
I know as long as I post this here, it's safe as a secret.
Atleast, I think it is.
I do not leave this journal entry in enraged hatred as usual, no, I leave it in crimson tears.
Most likely this will be my last entry, so I bid you all a farewell.
Farewell, to those I do not know.
Farewell, to those I should of met.
Farewell, to those I truly cherish.
Farewell, to those loved ones.
Farewell, to myself.
And if I actually live on...then hello to everybody.
 VigenHunter · Sat Jul 21, 2007 @ 04:37am · 1 Comments |
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Its been soooo long since I last posted...
A lot has happened...
But I have sooo little time to talk about it...
Heh...
But I'm not going to talk about it for once, kiddies.
No, I leave you words of wisdom.
Wisdom I gained today.
It's better to be broken then to break.
It's true
Not many get it, nor do I expect them to.
It's something you have to experience on your own.
Heh heh.
....I'm gunna draw a picture
a picture with a twist....
....I'll draw it with a razor
a picture on my wrist....
....and from this picture
a fountain will appear....
....and from this fountain
all my pain....
....shall disappear
VigenHunter · Wed Jul 11, 2007 @ 02:29am · 0 Comments |
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Beh, Is anything anything? do we truely exist? or are we like the simple computer...? programmed to do things like this....for someones amusement....like a T.V. show...who knows? who cares? Do we deserve this? do we deserve to live? to be punished? to be tortured? I hate to love....yet I love to hate, god this may turn into a debate! its too late to turn into a debate because it was never in our fate....
DEATH TO ALL!!!
VigenHunter · Thu Sep 15, 2005 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
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Does life...truely matter? seriously...To live is to die, to die is to live. I have seen death personally....my fate isn't exactly pretty...chaos and bliss, heaven and hell, that is my fate, I'm stuck inbetween. I have wings, one is white, the other is black, I'm a demon yet I'm an angel, I've sinned yet I've done deeds, am I truely mortal? or am I someone who cannot die...I've never...and I mean never...lost a fight...and I'm not proud either, I wish someone would save me...save me from this dream....to wake me up and tell me...that it's alright...that I'll be safe....that the darkness has gone away....
VigenHunter · Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 01:04pm · 2 Comments |
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I'm bleeding
I'm sleeping
I'm going to hell
I'm going to burn
I will never learn
in this dream of yours
you force me into your little games
you make me do stuff I don't want
you twist my words to your advantage
you tear my heart out and throw in into the trash
you laugh at me with a cold and evil glare
I take my knife
I stick it inside you
I take it out and lick it clean perfectly
I lick the blood form your wound
I lap it up happily
I had a ******** horrible day, I have been chewed out, gotten in a fight, almost killed someone on accident, been used as a human shield...yea, life sucks sometimes doesn't it? -.- well, I'll continue writing
VigenHunter · Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 06:09am · 0 Comments |
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My day is going by....
....I feel like I wanna fly
I feel like I wanna die....
....I feel like I wanna cry
I feel like I'm gunna murder....
....I feel like I'm gunna commit suicide
I feel like I'm gunna kiss you....
....I feel like I'm gunna hurt you
I want to scream....
....I want to dream
but I can never do that....
....never
ever....
....never
in never ever land....
Well, I learned not to try to rob people from a friend, idiot landed himself in trouble, oh well, he deserved it...I guess, I'm alright, I think, I've been breaking down somewhat lately, I'm tired of my life, I'm tired of the lies
I'm tired of the promises that are never kept, it hurts, my heart is aching
my heart is breaking, I am losing control, I am losing my mind, I hate mankind, those who are forgetful, often are threatful, they come at you with a knife in hand, they hold the fate of your life in the other, as they paint the ground, so easily, they start feeling queezy, its not fun, it's not a game, it's not a joke, you're to blame, I hope you have a swell time in hell, as you burn and begin to learn, good bye farewell I hope I never see you again, get away get away I say get away you freak! you carved your name in the wall of fame, with a bloodcovered rusted knife, it breaks and so does your soul, just like a mole digging a hole, it's so funny that I eat hunny, get up get up your girl friend screams, she cries into your corpse, and takes your broken blade, she kills her self with it, fate has a new date, now lets celebrate...it's martigraw, time to draw, all those demons in your head, we all dressup, we all celebrate the devil, it's fun, I play with my gun, I shoot several people, watching them fall to the ground, no penalty is taken, as there is no rule broken, I say "hurray hurray I live another day!"
VigenHunter · Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 06:06am · 3 Comments |
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My life is dull and full of bull
I have a thick skull it's like 60,000 hulls
I love to drink blood not play in the mud
I hate to love because it's from the skies above
I laugh I cry I breath and die
So come and hear my nightly stories
Be gone
Be gone
I have not won
I say good bye as there are things a wry
So don't you cry I'll be back tonight
I am Vigen S. Hunter, I may seem like alot but, I wouldn't say I am
Today I hung out with my best friend Amanda, she likes me a lot >.>; she'll
probably do anything I ask....creepy eh? some say it sounds fun, I say
it can be a curse, a burden if you will, because you might make the wrong move and have them do something REALLY stupid, and get them in a LOT
of trouble, and you do NOT want that now d'ya? it sucks when they get in trouble when it's your fault, because they end up scream yelling/screaming at YOU domokun stressed !
VigenHunter · Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 03:14am · 1 Comments |
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