Sometimes you have one of those days where you have so much anger and frusteration built up in you, you can break a ton of bricks with no martial arts training!!! This is one of those moments.
Right now I am living with my parents. And I have no car... we have two... but since my dad is working nights, tonight we (being my mom, lil sister, and I) just had the junky lil car we got practically for free!
I asked my mom if she could drop me off to martial arts practice and then pick me up at 8:45.
She said "Yeah.. I will just come around 8:00"
ooooo-kay... if you don't mind waiting that long is what I was thinking.
Soooo... practice went over until 9:00PM and I went outside, expecting to see the car, and waited there in the rain England is famous for.
She never showed up.......>.> and by that time, all of my friends had already left so there was no way to get a ride. I don't have a cell-phone... OH! But My 12 year-old-sister does because she neeeeeds one because all the other kids have them!!!
So I had to make the 20 minute walk home in sandels, Martial arts pants, and a tank top with a sweater over it.
The wind was directing the rain right into my face and they felt like lil darts. O.<
The bad thing though is when i get home. I walk in... soaking wet... and my mom has the NERVE to start yelling at me!!!
Why... you may ask... because She showed up around 8:14 and waited there and I didn't come out.. so she drove around, couldn't find me, so decided to go home... and all this time I had been in the Gym (the class is held in a gym rather than a dojo)
She practically cussed me out... asked my why i was so stupid... and told me I should stop going to martial arts!!!
Now... I'm raised in a Hispanic family.... so yelling back at her would be a huge no-no or suffer the consenquances!!! So what else is there for me to do but to stomp upstairs, peel the soaked cloths off my body, and curse silently to myself?
That didn't help much... so now I am venting here! >w< And I have to admit, it does make me feel better..... *sigh* sometimes I just want to get away from them all. But I know I am not ready and I would fall straight on my bum. England is too expensive for me to live on my own.... there's no way. It's different from the states.
So I guess I need to just stick it out until i move back to the states or get married....... >.> ANY SINGLE 20 YEAR OLDS OUT THERE?? 4laugh
well... i better get some sleep.. work is early tomorrow (7:00 is early for ze mari)
*signs off*
Mariposa · Sun Oct 03, 2004 @ 10:14pm · 6 Comments |