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Memoirs of Aya Shindaiga: A Woman So Loved you see a beautiful lady sitting by herself at a side road cafe drinking wine... the wine vases have piled... what could have caused her so much pain?


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******** THIS s**t
******** THIS s**t MAN. WHY CAN'T I JUST HAVE A NORMAL ******** LIFE?? THIS WASN'T FUNNY. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN WITH SOMEONE AND THEY ASKED YOU TO DO SOMETHING SO ******** SHITTY AND YOU DO IT BECAUSE THEY LOVE YOU ONLY TO ******** FIND OUT IT'S A LIE. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.




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Finals are over
OMG finals are over!!! yay@@2



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My bad timing
I dont know if you'll read this post. You probably won't seeing as you are not so happy right now. I'm sorry, I just have bad timing and I missed you so I texted you. I guess it's just take a little time to blow over. I'm just sorry.

I love you.




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Okay so now I'm worried
Jess just called and said she's going for a divorce. I feel so bad for her I wish I could help but I feel so dumb and stupid



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I feel sorry for my friend
My best froend in the whole wide world just found out that the man she loves with all her heart and soul is cheating on her, yet he won't admit it to her. He wants to keep her around. She feels like it's all just one ******** joke. She loves him so much and he goes and cheats on her. I wish my friend the best. I only wish that she didn't have to go through that crap.




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Been A LONG Time
It's been a very long time since I was so involved in Rp's . I had a cuple but I wasn't as diligent as I was before or as I am now. The first Rp that exicited me was one that I hold dear to my heart still despite what dispute and hatred may have been spawn by it. Four great Rper's. Kotou, Zeus, Nes, and I. The thread was called Divine Destiny.

The next one that I truly fell in love with and have adopted as my own was called Blood something I can't remember but I made it me own and called it Blood Loyalty. Eventually it died off which gave way to a future generation called Rivalry Hearts. That talked about the children of two of the main charcaters from Blood Loyalty. But even the end of that thread came. I guess death really is inevitable even for an RP, a thread on Gaia. I suppose those two threads meet their well deserved ends. It doesn't mean that they have truly gone from me.

This summer I plan to sit down and write Blood Loyalty and Rivalry Hearts into rough sketches or manuscripts and work from there. Someday they will be books and someday maybe publish and may be read.

For now I am excited about a Harry Potter Thread focusing on the second generation at Hogwarts. However, no one's posting yet. It's been nearly two days. crying . Ryann where are you? Malora? James??!!! Comes back! Those are the charcater's names of course.

The other thread that I'm psyched about is a thread called Zodiac Strikers. I play Leilani, zodiac sign leo, element of fire. She's really cool and bit like me in real life. I am truly a Leo. Hehehe xd . The threads very fun and I've made lots of new friends now. hey guys lets complete the first mission k? It's hard because we are not all on at the smae time. But I like this RP!

Lastly, but never the least. It's been a year since me and Haru-ge meet, fallen in love, and wed. We now have 6 children. They are currently represented on Gaia in the form of pets and plushies. No, we do not have children in real life. However, we are real life sweet hearts.

Jade Shindaiga is the oldest of the bunch. She is very much like her father and she loves to play tricks on her siblings; especially the boys. I'm afraid she's growing too fast for her daddy's liking. She has a crush on a boy at school named Eric. Naturally, daddy soesn't like Eric and well the boys have joined Daddy's side. As for me, I just want her to keep being my little girl for a little longer. No dating until she's 30. mrgreen those are daddy's rules. She is the kiki kitty that I'm holdin in my avie. She's ten years old.

Next is Alejandro Shindaiga. His name was inspired by Antonio Banderas' charcater Alejandro de la Vega otherwise known as Zorro. He definately is my little Zorro. He's eight, and the mn of the house which his daddy isn't around. He loves to boss his younger brother Aiden around, but daddy won't stand for that. He is definately like his daddy. That boy started flirting with women at 11 motnths old. He's got his daddy's sexy crooked smile and is often refered to as mini me by his father.. He's the Cocoa Kitty hanging in the back of me.

Our third blessing is the adorable but quiet Aiden, who doesn't like mon-mons. That means monsters. His older sister and brother like to tease him like that. He's our little man, but I think whereas Alejandro tends to draw towards his daddy, Aiden loves his mommy best. He's the cute little yeti that is hanging on my leg. Mommy loves you my little man who is 6 now.

The fourth time I got pregnant after our make love-a-thon. We had the most beautiful set of twin girls. Their names or Li and Nu meaning moon and sun in my native tongue. They do have American names such as Independance and Trinity, but Li and Nu had stuck more with us. In the family every calls them Li-Li and Nu-Nu which they love. You can tell them apart by one slightly dificult process. Nu-Nu the youngest has a draker shade of eyes. She tends to exhibit more brown pigment than her older sister Li-Li. That's because my eyes are brown. However, she is more drawn to daddy in that when the twins sleep with us she cuddles with her daddy. Li-Li has more lighter shade of eyes taking after her daddy's gorgest--and I mean gorgest! hazel eyes. But she tends to identify more with me beacuase she cuddles with me. She's meaner too. That's definately from me. LOL sweatdrop As you might have guess they are the mochi puppies. Li-Li is on the ground next to me while Nu-Nu is enjoying the view on top of me head. The twins just turned 2 not long ago.

Our baby boy is with his daddy's avie. He's the mochi puppy. He's a year old now and is leaning how to talk and walk. Definately a huggies spokesman!. mrgreen He's like his daddy in a private way I won't discuss here. Ehehehehe 4laugh . He's da baby and we love him very much.

But.....

We are currently expecting four more babies. My hubby and I got a little wild in our time of heat and well yea. sweatdrop xd blaugh mrgreen rofl . We're expecting three girls and a boy. I think we arecalling them, Aryna, Akiri, Leilani, and Ha-rii.

That's my family. We need condems lol.

So...

1.) Jade Shindaiga
2.) Alejandro Shindaiga
3.) Aiden Shindaiga
4.) Li Shindaiga
5.) Nu Shindaiga
6.) Daimon Shindaiga
7-10) Aryna, Akiri, Leilani, Ha-rii Shindaiga (we have no idea what order)

--edited @ 2:56pm




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Why do I Feel This Way
I jusr started crying because everything is falling apart for me. It seems like everyone around me no longer noes that I exist anymore and once again I feel the way I did at the end of high school like s**t! I want to just disapper




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Comtemplating leaving
So many memories happen here on gaia. I met the love of my life here on gaia. However, I guess when you are bound to ******** up everything, it only takes time. I suppose that my prime is over now. Now I only wish for the lonliness that haru-ge endured when he thougt akiri was dead. I feel dead without him, i feel worthless.. but i guess i am.



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Worst Day
I woke up late today and my mother was yelling at me on top of one freaking bad dream. I missed breakfast and my grandmother called to yell at me for no apparent reason. I had a test and I forgot my blue book. I think I FAILED that test. *hits head*. My love and I had a fight and almost broke up. I wanted to cry but he made me promise not too.

I love him so much he is my everything.

Then I had to pee and my phne falls in the toilet--before I peed!-- so it's carzy and then a bird almost poops on me.

WTF???




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