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	Hollow Eyed and Empty Inside
	Hollow Eyed and Empty Inside

	I am THE stalker! Fear me! bh. . .*
	I am THE stalker! Fear me! bh. . .*


Because I am so uberly cool I decided to 'Stalk' someone across msn. On my friends addy list. So they didn't know who I was -obviously or I wouldn't be much of a stalker. I also wouldn't be much of a stalker if I didn't know what they looked like. So I persuaded him to go on cam. He had a large quantity of knives. . .fun. And he said he'd show me his boobies if I went on cam. -le blush- So I did. But being the Stalker I am - I couldn't let him see me as I normally am! SO I WENT NINJA STALKER BIZNATCHS! FEAR ME - IN ALL MY SCARVED AND HATTED GLOOOOORY! Mohahahahahhahahahaha! Metzli · Sun Mar 26, 2006 @ 06:38pm · 6 Comments

	The Gays and the Straights.
	The Gays and the Straights.


Metzli · Fri Mar 03, 2006 @ 05:06pm · 1 Comments

	Backwards Knickers.
	Backwards Knickers.


Yeah. Another pretty bad day. SUPRISE SUPRISE. Well actually. It was really good for the day part. I went to peterborough with a few friends. I was handcuffed to Hannah and Harry was just being a pissy b**h all day so we decided to embarrass him by diving into HMV when he was trying to find some "hadcore emo" music and disco dancing in the isle next to him. Got a few laughs. Was fun. Massive red marks on my wrist from the handcuffs. O.O Got some wings from the Disney Store. Glittery green. Like tinkerbell but better! So me and Hannah, in ridiculously poofy lolitaish skirts and glittery wings were doing our own Pattented Pixie Dance in the Town Square. It seemed a matter of intrigue. I got two numbers from it ^^ wo0! It's just when I got home that it kinda went plergh. I got in to find some small child grinning at me. One I have never ever seen before. "Hi Leanne!" "Erm - hi. I'm sorry who are you?" "It's me! Ellie!" "Oh! Ellie - Hi." <~~~~ Still don't know wtf it is. I go upstairs to dump off my bags to go back outside with friends to find my whole room has been rearranged. I'm one of those peopl who HATES people going in my room. I mean the sort of - my domain -enter at own peril - sort of hate. But yush. I find a second bed put up in my room. Like RIGHT beside mine. Any closer and it would have been on top of my bed. I am fuming. Understandably of course. . . I turn around to find the girl stood behind me. Tender eight years old. Grinning. "You're mummy said I am staying in here with you and I can try on all your goth clothes!" XD Must have been a picture. Me storming downstairs in glittery wings and having a ho0ge row with my mother. Meh. It ended in me storming off, finding all too late the tiles of the bathroom where wet and slipping and breaking two toes and bruising my hip. Not the dramatic exit I was hoping for. Then mum comes and yells at me - I yell back spurred on by the pain in my leg - I get hit and told to mind my attitude. Fabulous! Ah well. I'll live. The child might not - but ah well. But then again. I have been wearing my knickers backwards all day. Maybe it is bad luck spurred on by them? Bloomin' nice pants though. Purple with black skull and cross bones on. Very comfy. Sigh* Comfy - but a curse! Metzli · Tue Jan 24, 2006 @ 04:40pm · 1 Comments

	Characters for Roleplaying. Oh the intrigue!
	Characters for Roleplaying. Oh the intrigue!


Name: Metzli Age: Ancient Physical appearance: sixteen History:Metzli is a fallen one. A fallen angel turned to vampyrism. In heaven she was a Seraphim. One of Yhvh's (God's) most loyal angels, in the same rank that Lucifer himself was before he was cast from heaven. However, she was involved in the Lucifer rebellion and was punished as such. However, though she was meant to be killed. After her plummet somethign went wrong, instead of landing in the astral realm, she landed in the physical. Landing where stone Henge is in present day. In Cornwall, England. Fossilised there she was awakened by a Druid cult leader whom just so happened to be and Elder Vampyr. Intrigued with her he revived her through spell and his own blood. She awoke in his arms with a pair of blooded black wings. They are retractable but she finds it agonizing to keep them concealed for great length of time. The one whom sired her was an arrogant b***d to say the least. Sadistic and a sexual preator that often had his way with her. It was until one year when Metzli's sanity gave way that he ruled over her. But upon loosing her sanity she tore his heart from his chest and quite literally ate it in pure bitterness for what he had done to her. Through his years, his sadistic and masachistic ways had rubbed off on her and whenever Metzli finds herself in state of depression she finds it can always be cured by causing extreme emotional and ohysical trauma to others. Her state ranges from childlike mannerisms with the mind of a calculating brutal killer, to one that is sophisticated, arrogant and somewhat easier to get along with. She has a great dislike for all angels as she has been hunted and shunned by them for as long as she can remember. She finds it hard to trust people and likes violence. As far as memories go she has only been able to remember a scene with a small tranquil lake. Looking up from this she sees three figures. The fore most figure being that of a tall slim beautiful woman with golden hair. Behind her stand two twins, both male with golden curls. All three of them have white wings and all three share the same look of intense hatred in their eyes. She can't help but feel that once thses eyes looked upon her in kindness. She then remembers nothing but pain, blackness and the sensation of falling. A few images she keeps seeing is white blood stained feathers floating slowly down and clear blue water being slowly tainted with blood. In her early years of solitary wanderings, Metzli came across a Shadow. This Shadow took her in and provided her with slight shadow manipulation in exchange for her service. She was innocent, naive with no remembered experiance to guide her in her decisions and fell into the Shadow's control. On his orders she killed an entire family and tore the unborn son from the woman's womb and placed it in a Shadowed lake for the Shadow to take. The Shadow asigns her to such tasks whenever prophecies of heroic children come to him, sending Metzli to strike and take the hero to be from the womb before it has a chance to grow and slay the shadow. Sort of a Lilium concept for those of you whom know what Lilium is &.&; special abilities: Shadow manipulation and flight when her wings are out. weakness: She has never really reacted all that well to vampire bites. Symptons may include fatigue and pwnage. Results may vary. Weapons: Metzli was always one for good old fashioned hand to hand. You can be so much more brutal that way. But she is very talented with a blade. Her favourite being the Kogarasu - a japanese fighting sword with a curved double edged blade. Lilith Race: Human Age: 18 Powers: She has dabbled deeply into the black arts to try and find some sort of self realisation, something to ease the pain of her past. She is now quite talented in shadow manipulation, pyrokenesis and even Necromancy. But Necromancy has taken it's tole on her appearance, look dead herself, with pale skin and slightly sunken features, and always an air of death about her. History: Lilith's history was bleak from the very start. Brought to life in an already failing city. Cults ruling the world's outside with their demonic beliefs and rituals and often threatening raids. Soon the political powers of the city, whom for years had secretly been making arrangements with governments abroad, abandoned the citizens and left the district to Anarchy. It did not take long for the cults to seize the oppurtunity for mass raids and total invasion, soon claiming the entire city as their own. This is where Lilith's story starts. She had had a torubled family life from the start, never liking her parents no matter how hard they tried. Her only love was for her little brother. Not a blood brother at all, an orphan found on the street. She called him Davie and he was five years old. She loved him dearly. During the raids her parents understandably went to save her first, and whilst being dragged away she bore witness to the raiders kill Davie. Though they did not give chase. They found refuge in an abandoned house and later that night, Lilith slipped silently into her parents room and slit their throats whilst they slept. The same fate that befell her beloved brother. She was seven at the time. Now of adult age she is often seen dressing in lolita clothing and accompanied by a small black kitten by the name of Lucifer. She keeps him because like her beloved little brother, she foudn him on the streets alone and afraid. Also, she is often seen with corpses in attendance. Safe guards. She uses them as a protection for she is only human and has no real physical strength. Drake Age: Unknown Race: Unknown: Bio: Not much is known about Drake. Other than he's an evil b*d! Masachistic to the extremes and has an extreme dislike for anything that breaths and more often than not is all too happy to take that breath away. He's sarcastic and is pretty laid back about life. Callous and carefree in some light, well, in the sense he really doesn't give a st about what he does or the consequences of his actions. At first he seems a pretty simple character. Violent and rude, drug loving and hard living but beneath is a much more complicated tale. He's resourceful, fighting his way through tough situatiosn with anything from splintered wood to barbed wire. His favourite being the large bike chain he keeps in his trench coat pocket. He never cleans it, thinking the dried blood and gore to add to the effect of things. By far my sexiest brutal character. Covered in a avriety of piercings he had done himself and wrapping himself so tightly in wire that it cuts his flesh, he is a walking freak show. His appearance is very intimidating though he is not even that muscular nor tall. Foreboding and menacing with an attitude to match. One to shock. Appearance: Amina Age: 19 Race: Genetically enhanced Demon Halfbreed. Weapons: Two small blades she keeps hidden. They are strapped to her hands leaving her free to punch without dropping the blades. Appearance: ((pic in url if possible)) Personality: Bio: ((optional)) She was an unwanted child, the result of a rape of a demon warrior and a peasant woman. She was sold to a programme that indulged in the experimental enchancement of genetics. As their guninea pig she suffered and has enhanced powers that would have otherwise remained untapped. However, she was treated like a test subject as was victim to much cruelty. She killed the scientist experimenting on her on that day as well as the guards at the gate and went on the run. Metzli · Tue Jan 17, 2006 @ 06:10pm · 0 Comments

	Life in general.
	Life in general.


Metzli · Tue Jan 17, 2006 @ 06:07pm · 0 Comments

	I just got sauced by the ice cream man T_T
	I just got sauced by the ice cream man T_T


The ice cream man. Bringer of treats and annoying tunes. You love him yes? So did I . . until five minutes ago. . . . . Just like any other day. I had money, he parked out side my house so I thought I'd go and treat myself to an ice cream. . . He knew my name, scary mkay, but hey who doesn't xp He was asking me random questions in his italian accent and I was compliant, answering questions about which school I went to, what year I was in, how many years I had left when all I really wanted was a strawberry ice creamX/ Then he asked about my boyfriend, whom I had just fallen out with and I answered quite curtly that I didn't know. I then spotted he had a new bubble gum sauce, and I had just bought one of these crappy packet ice creams. So i was like schnit I want some of that sauce. So being cheeky I asked for some for free. . . . he then grabbed my arm and spewed his sweet sweet sticky sauce all over it eek Lesson. . . . .NEVER TRUST THE ICE CREAM MAN!!! Metzli · Sat Sep 03, 2005 @ 04:39pm · 5 Comments


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