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	Searching For My Angel
	Searching For My Angel

	Anti Valentines
	Anti Valentines


An Anti-Valentines poem Roses are red. Violets are blue. My heart is dead. And so are you. Roses are sweet. Pie is too. No one loves me. Not even you. Leather is fun. Whips are too. You chained down my heart. And cut it in two. The roses are dead. like this poem from my head. My cold black soul gone too. Just like my love for you. Vanceslilgirl · Mon Oct 23, 2006 @ 01:26am · 1 Comments

	Waiting
	Waiting


I believe it speaks for it self Waiting Waiting, silently, waiting for the promises that she was given. Waiting, paciently, waiting for the love the she desperately needs. In the dark corridors, unseen, unnoticed. Waiting for the man. Waiting,forever, waiting for the one with the perfect key. Waiting, endlessly, waiting, She's crying now, growing weak. Her skin so pale, her face so meek. He finally comes, arms open to embrace. Hands so soft, as he wipes the tears from her face. Waiting.... no more. Vanceslilgirl · Mon Oct 23, 2006 @ 01:18am · 0 Comments

	From the depths of my heart and mind
	From the depths of my heart and mind


Some things that I needed to get out of my mind Tell me no lies, for I cannot take any more pain. My heart says "I love you". But my mind says "Think you naieve little girl" So many consequesces, to only one victory. What am I to do? You are my every dream. And yet, also the cause of my nightmares. You make me so happy , yet cause me so much confusion. I don't know what I am going to do anymore. Give me my answers please. I'm running out of time. And when that time is gone. So will be I Vanceslilgirl · Mon Oct 23, 2006 @ 01:17am · 0 Comments

	Friends
	Friends


Another poem from off the top of my head. Very rough and its not even finished yet but I like it the way that it is. SO GET OFF OF MY BACK! Friends From all around friends do come. From the tallest mountians to the lowest doldrums. For spirits high and spirits low. Friends do come but never go. Happy times from now til the end of eternity. Vanceslilgirl · Mon Oct 23, 2006 @ 01:10am · 0 Comments

	Holloween
	Holloween


This is a little poem that I did for a Poetry contest at a party one of my friends had. This was thought of in less than 2 minuest and it won me first place. I'm so happy. Ear piercing screams... Gut wrenching cries... This Holloween the drunk witch drives Poison red apples... Red harvest moon... As the wolf howls a most melodic tune Chains on the walls... blood on the floor... We all know its been done before Ear piercing screams... gut wrenching cries... On this Holloween Everyone dies Vanceslilgirl · Mon Oct 23, 2006 @ 01:07am · 0 Comments

	Unknown
	Unknown


Tell me. What I can and cannot do. If you don't the only think I can do is wander around in bewilderment, crying tears of confusion.... This is what I have been doing for the longest... since no one stays with me long enough to tell me which way is right or wrong.... And the two people that have stayed..... don't help me... They are rivals and they only make my life harder. So. What am I? An object of possession to one.... or am I just some, child that deserves no pity? Like I am to the other one.... Which ever it is... I don't care... I just need one of them to give me order in my life..... To make everything right again.... Please. Vanceslilgirl · Sun Dec 11, 2005 @ 03:07pm · 0 Comments

	My killer
	My killer


" I need to know whos heart I need to tear......I'm quite confused, and I turn to one person to comfort me, but I'm starting to think that this person wishes to have nothing to do with me.....I need to know the truth before I go on... before I go crazy. " What am I suppose to do?! I'll ****** kill the next person who wishes to break me in such ways! I have been broken far too many times... and I'm tired of it....... cry The next person who wishes to hurt me in such ways....may as well take them knife themselves.... and stab me though the chest, the next time they speak to me... I'm weak.... and all you do..... is use me...........and all I wanted to do...was call you my lover.... Vanceslilgirl** · Wed Oct 12, 2005 @ 11:35pm · 0 Comments

	Fading
	Fading


As the Summer fades away and surrenders to the chill of fall. I feel my heart growing cold with it. Childish passions slip away on the wings of the summer bird that has gone to follow the warmth. Leaving me here alone. It seems like it never stops. This endless cycle that we go though every year. I wish, that just once before all the happiness drifts away. That I could stop time. and keep that last moment with me. And share that moment with only one person. And when that moment would end, that person would still be here with me. But I know that isn't going to happen. I won't be able to keep that moment. and I won't be able to keep him. signed: Mercedes Vanceslilgirl · Sun Sep 11, 2005 @ 02:30pm · 0 Comments

	Broken Peices
	Broken Peices


Lately I have been feeling worse and worse... All the happy times people think they are seeing me in.. they are all lies. MY ENTIRE LIFE... is one big lie.... I cant remember the last time I was with someone.... friend, enemy... or just, an aquantince..... where I was truly happy.... Perhaps there is one person.... one person alone that made me smile. and It not be me pretending. But this person...I am not sure of anymore.... Does he care? Does he not? Would he prefer me to go on? Alone....with him? It seems as if it doesnt matter anymore....I dont know when it did..... but if it does... I want to know.... Give me the truth.... Would you rather have me here? Or dead You decide what my fate will be.... I am to weak to do it myself.... So you, and you alone must do it for me.... Until then, I'll keep smiling, my smile that means nothing, and watching my reflection in the broken peices of my life... Until it is over" Signed "Mercedes" Mood: cry cry cry cry cry cry Vanceslilgirl · Sun Sep 04, 2005 @ 08:11pm · 1 Comments


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