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It seems the whole world can be ignorant to my ideas that I try and tell everyone. Why is it that no one seems to listen? Why is it that none one seems to care? Why is it that I have always been blamed for others' doings and I had nothing to do with it? I feel sadden on how things are in the world. I'm also sad in down right how naive I am at times.
I know I'm not the world's smartest kid nor the greatest one on Earth. I have faults, flaws, incompletions, how ever you want to call them. I'm easily guilt-conscious about anything, even if it isn't my fault at all.
Example: For the past few months, a few friends and myself included have decided for Spring Break that we will go to the Northwest Japanese Animation Convention aka Sakura-Con. Everything is well and fine, we have a ride there, we're all pre-registered and whatnot. Down to the wire now. Two months ago I have asked our driver, Sarah, if she had made our reservations at the hotel we planned on staying. She said she did. Well and fine. Two weeks from Con date, I ask her again to be sure. She says she doesn't have the reservations. From there on, our roommates, their parents, my parents, have been chewing me left and right about not getting the reservations. Wow, wait a minute. When was I suppose to take care of the reservations? Sarah was suppose to do that.
Now here I am: depressed, frustrated, and have an urge to kill something, anything at all. I know this isn't pleasant and all but it's so damn frustrating to go through all of this and expected to be all so 'happy-go-lucky' like I'm normally am.
I'm pissed off at the world but I'm sending the bird right back at it for now in my sleep. *snore*
 Sheikahyl · Thu Apr 07, 2005 @ 07:25am · 0 Comments |
