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friends
so i have friends....or "friends" on here, some live where i live and dont talk to me, because their head is too far up their @ss to notice that the world doesnt revolve around their little dramatic little life, and that friends are more important than boys....
and i have friends on here who dont live close to me, you'll see her in my comments, she's really nice, and she actually talks to me as i talk to her, we dont act all that immature, and we talk about stuff that matters not just guys all the time, not drama all the time.
i wish certain people would get their head outta their @ss and act more like her, or just grow up and realize how life really is, the real world is hard......way harder than some people may think.
i wish my "
friends" werent such idiots, i wish i had better taste in friends.......


um
yea im bored, doing alot of homework..i think im going to finish 2 or 3 classes today and maybe tomorrow...well idk this weekend anyways..


wow its been like 5 1/2 months that i've been with chris!! omg im so happy!


today
im at jennifer's house...yay!!


Love Reign Oe'r Me
Only love
Can make it rain
The way the beach is kissed by the sea.
Only love
Can make it rain
Like the sweat of lovers'
Laying in the fields.

Love, Reign o'er me.
Love, Reign o'er me, rain on me.

Only love
Can bring the rain
That makes you yearn to the sky.
Only love
Can bring the rain
That falls like tears from on high.

Love Reign O'er me.

On the dry and dusty road
The nights we spend apart alone
I need to get back home to cool cool rain.
I can't sleep and I lay and I think
The nights are hot and black as ink
Oh God, I need a drink of cool cool rain
. arrow heart neutral


song
It's Been A While
It's been a while
Since I could...
Hold my head up high
It's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
Since I could stand
on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you

But everything I can't remember
As ******** up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
Have stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
Since I could say
that I wasn't addicted
It's been a while
Since I could say
I loved myself as well and...
It's been a while
Since I've gone and ******** things up
Just like I always do
It's been a while
But all that s**t seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can't remember
As ******** up as it all may seem
Consequences that I've rendered
Gone and ******** things up again... again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

It's been a while
Since I could...
Look at myself straight
It's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
It's been a while
Since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
It's been a while
But I can still
remember just the way you taste

Everything I can't remember
As ******** up as it all may seem to be,
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could...
Hold my head up high
It's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry


one of the unknown
ONE OF THE UNKNOWN




I lie
I cry
I lay here and bleed
And wait to die
Then I think to myself
What have I done
To mess up my life this much
It can?t ever be fixed
Nothing can be done over
Am I where I want to be
Life is so short
Yet I found a way to ******** it up
And make it seem shorter
What am I to do now
I?m losing friends
Family
Even myself
I don?t know yet what I?m letting happen
I?m letting go of all I know
And all I will know
But all I do know is I have nothing
I will have nothing
And I am nothing
No longer something
Only nothing
Fading fast into everything that is
Nothing at all


bondage_kitten
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