I haven't posted in my journal for a while. I was gone all last weekend, and I spent most the week catching up on some vampire and otherkin threads. My energy finally leveled out around last Friday/Saturday. Just in time for my best friend's birthday party. I had a jello shot (bleh, my body got kinda pissed off at me. I only had one because my boyfriend refuses to drink or do drugs, and if anything happened, I didn't want him thinking he was taking advantage of me) It was me, my best friend, her "boyfriend" (he asked her out that day after much strife), my boyfriend, her ex-boyfriend, and a couple other friends of ours. We all went downstairs, and for some reason (I think it was her ex-bf, he's a real man-whore) we all started groping one another. (It was gropetacular!) Not really in a sexual kind of way, just joking around really. I played the nervous game with my bf, and we both won. (Heh, is that possible? Or did we both lose? In any case, I felt like a winner... lol) We all had a good time, my bf and I hit my best friend's ex with darts (the pointy kind) and my bf kneed her ex in the crotch. (More power to him. ^_^ lol) Sunday we went over to my bf's house after going to the mall (I dressed him up goth, mmmm... he was hot 3nodding ) It got kinda serious (everyone kept their clothes on (except my best friend's ex, he took off his shirt)), and I (to put it crudely) "got farther" with my bf than I had with anyone, ever. (Most people wouldn't have thought it was that serious, but we went from holding hands and kissing once to "other stuff" wink His mom invited us all to a memorial day weekend camp out at their house, and I really hope I'm allowed to go. All weekend with my bf. whee And when I say I would sleep with him, I mean get some z's. He's in Cali now, for BPA C++ programming national competition. I really miss him... crying He won't be back until Tuesday, and I probably won't even see him till Wednesday. Anyway, had a *great* weekend, and I was beaming till Wednesday. (And that's saying something, since I'm clinically depressed) I figure this is probably too long for one entry already, so I'm gonna cut it off here. More info tomorrow, probably. Maybe I really shouldn't be posting all of this online.... redface I hope my parents don't read this... ninja