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I am a loner
My pain is my own
I live life with my burdens
They are mine to own
Dont try to lessen the load
I carry on my back
The strength to carry them
Is something most people lack
I've had many years of practice
Nothing gets to me any more
But it comes at a cost
I dont trust any more
My friends are like family
But even they dont know the truth
Of the fears that engulf my mind
The fear what if I lose
My soul and my being
Exist on one simple fact
To bring other people purpose
The one thing I lack
Now dont get me wrong
My loss is their gain
But I do get something back
From this little game
A feeling of belonging
That one thing that I need
To get up in the morning
And do this horride deed


Kind of an emo poem, but hey I'm just in one of those moods... stare

Each day is filled with uncertainty, take it on one step at a time