Dear Journal,
Wow! It has been so long since I've written in here!! Well lot's has happened since I have, let me tell you that.
I think the last time I wrote I was happily taken? Well not so much anymore sad We have broken up and gotten back together 4 times...and now he's happily taken by one of my best friends. Thanks buddy. So yeah...if you knew the whole story you would agree with me when I say I'm moving on. What I have been going through is not healthy...he practically cheated on her with me. W/o me knowing. See, I didn't know they had gotten back together (me and her didn't talk as much then..) and he was being REALLY flirty and the next day was like all over me. It was horrible! But yeah. So I have to move on...it is so hard tho. The worste part is knowing I have to move on...when he's not over me yet. sad He was the best thing to me...my favorite.
But you know what? I don't care about him anymore. Actually I do but just hear me out lol I am just living life in the Lord right now and playing the field in the boy catagory. Haha not to mention trying to keep my grades up while rehearsing for the talent show and keeping up with soccer and friends and family! Whoo! lol
4 1/2 DAYS LEFT TILL SUMMER '08
heart Leah
Pic of the Day:
Advice of the Day:
Always trust in God, his timing is perfect, EVERYTHING happens for a reason, and he may bend you, but will NEVER break you. If he brings you to it; he will bring you through it, he has something amazing planned for you all and all we have to do is trust that what he's doing right now is for that purpose!! :]
Quote of the Day:
"Yeah I'm the first to fall and last to know...Where'd you go?"
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Heels Over Head
Boys Like Girls
My Life:
Is a mess.
Wow! It has been so long since I've written in here!! Well lot's has happened since I have, let me tell you that.
I think the last time I wrote I was happily taken? Well not so much anymore sad We have broken up and gotten back together 4 times...and now he's happily taken by one of my best friends. Thanks buddy. So yeah...if you knew the whole story you would agree with me when I say I'm moving on. What I have been going through is not healthy...he practically cheated on her with me. W/o me knowing. See, I didn't know they had gotten back together (me and her didn't talk as much then..) and he was being REALLY flirty and the next day was like all over me. It was horrible! But yeah. So I have to move on...it is so hard tho. The worste part is knowing I have to move on...when he's not over me yet. sad He was the best thing to me...my favorite.
But you know what? I don't care about him anymore. Actually I do but just hear me out lol I am just living life in the Lord right now and playing the field in the boy catagory. Haha not to mention trying to keep my grades up while rehearsing for the talent show and keeping up with soccer and friends and family! Whoo! lol
4 1/2 DAYS LEFT TILL SUMMER '08
heart Leah
Pic of the Day:
Advice of the Day:
Always trust in God, his timing is perfect, EVERYTHING happens for a reason, and he may bend you, but will NEVER break you. If he brings you to it; he will bring you through it, he has something amazing planned for you all and all we have to do is trust that what he's doing right now is for that purpose!! :]
Quote of the Day:
"Yeah I'm the first to fall and last to know...Where'd you go?"
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Heels Over Head
Boys Like Girls
My Life:
Is a mess.
