I am home. . .AGAIN! This is my payback, yup, this is my frickin payback for being a failure, isn't it? Payback for hurting so many people, payback for being hurt so much and never getting help. Payback for drugs, for school, payback for fighting. This is payback for my genis being wasted on how to get out of my next fight. Payback for taking the wrong choices. I guess I need alot of payback, just, I didn't think not being able to breathe, having lung spasms, sesiurs, and drowning in my own blood was going to be the way life would get me back. Oh well, maybe by the time this kills me, everyone will know how I feel. ::sigh:: I feel better now. ^-^
Kosugi · Tue Oct 12, 2004 @ 06:55pm · 4 Comments |