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i look into the morror and see a stranger
an unknown figure in the place i should be
could it be me?
could it be me i thaught
as i staired at this figure befor me
it couldn't be
it couldn't be me without the face ive known for my whole life
with is why i must end it
i cant be this person any more
please forgive me
~rainy

water rising to meet my neck
wanting space to breath
breathing heavily
not knowing when to give up
water reaching my nose
lungs getting heavy with water
very calm now
like nothing was wrong
a voice calling to me
saying something but i cant quite hear
cause the water over head is thick
as the voice got nearer
i got deeper
till no more but a light
the light gone i wake up on pavement
wet and soggy from my attempt to leave
but beside me was my lover lying motionless in the water

~rainy