"I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
and that's the most beautiful thing in the world
Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone
As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
Your hand that I held.....
Will we lose it someday?
I want to protect you and that disappearing smile
The ringing voice that calls me dries out
Even if it gets erased by the wind along time
I will find you
Loving someone is wonderful, that's all it takes to make your days shine bright
Even if it all turns out to be a dream, I'll applaud myself for falling in love
People fall for other people, shine bright and then move on
"Loving someone is wonderful", always, all the time
The longer we're apart, the more my heart is stained in your colours
The longer we're apart, the more my hope swells for the day we'll meet again
As soon as I close my eyes I can hear your laugh and see your unconscious mannerisms
I'm thinking about u, thinking about u, always, all the time, every moment
The promise that we made on that day has broken and scattered
Pieces of passionate and short lived memories
Even if I wake up from the dream that we've both had
I won't forget these feelings, ever
Even if we're separated far, far away
that voice in which you called my name
I still hear it now, even if time passes
you are in my heart
If I close my eyes it comes back to me
the laughing voices and your smiling face that day
They encourage and fill me
but you are not beside me
-Shad...
