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How do I even begin to describe the pain that I have endured in the amount of just a few months. I have truly learned how to love in less time than a year and then lost it just as quick. I know that I will never get you back nor do I really want you back.... It's just the pain is an up and down struggle the tears still coming strong. I want to be happy that you have moved on and are happy, but it only makes things harder. I'll never amount to what she is.... I try to continue with my life and be strong, but sometimes I still get caught up in the past. Whispers of things we used to do and how things used to be are a contast that I try to ignore. Even whispers of what you do now reaches my ears and the mixture of the two set me off into fits of an extreme sadness. I keep trying my best and will continue to do that as best I can. I just hope I can be strong enough.... Love seems possible again with another, but.... we'll see...
RIP. October 23 to May 23...
 Vashy Poo · Wed Sep 13, 2006 @ 02:33am · 1 Comments |
