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for i can never let anyone in. my guard is up 24 /7 . i wish i could let it down but i guess to many people have hurt me.its hard not being able to let someone in. it feels like no one on this earth feels the same way i do. though i no there are plenty. i feel that my thoughts are to complex for you or me to understand. i cant ever let you in i am sorry that i cant. for i have no idea what you will do with my thoughts. who you will say them to and what you would think of me. so i cant let you in not now or ever.