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It seems like now I've come so far.
But I know I still have a long way to go.
I don't want to remember him at all, because it feels like I've been punched in the stomach when I do remember.
Even with Someone who genuinely cares for me. Even with Someone who deserves my heart.
I find myself unable to give my heart away to this new Someone,
because it still belongs to someone else.
I want it back.
I want the memories to leave.
I want to be able to keep on moving right along.

I love you.
Nd unfortunately for me, that will never change.