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I know for a fact Sarah hates, me and while i was drasticaly unhappy with her she hates me and does things to hurt me behind my back. I am sick of it if she hates me so much she should jsut tell me.

Ok first thing is first I am sorry for not writing in like forever but things have just been blah. Had homecomming alst night apparently I looked sexy and i flirted like hell with tons of boys went to a lame party because Jaston is dating a prep that her and her friends were cramping his style totaly but whatever. Anyway to my little rant.

People do things jsut to get reactions from people. Perfect example I told some one that I had seen Corpse Bride and they were all jealous and blah blah and then they were talking about what a huge fan of Tim burton they were. How Edward Scissorhands was their favorite and whatnot, and he says I like time Burton for the reatctions he gets. Then I said whatever cause that pissed me off and when he was like what? I told him I was sick of people around me doing s**t jsut to get reactions. I mean why can't you like Tim Burton becuase you love the complexity of Jack Skelington? Or you admire how Sally is is great thinker? How Victor and Emily are honest and good? How Edward shows us our socital stigmas over appearence? About how things don't have to be logical all the time that you can still have your choclate factory and your father too? Or how about the fact that the man is a great thinker? No you ahve to like Tim Burton cause it gets you stares. That s**t is ridiculous then he goes stop. Honestly he expected that to amke thigns go away, jsut because you command something does not make it so. Like I told him if he said the sky was purple and you steped outside the sky would still in fact be blue. sjut becuase one self absorbed bible thumping teenager says something does not make it true.

Today I bought a copy of the v****a Monolouges. I read the whole thing in a matter of hours, and I must say it is quite possibly the best book I have ever read, I have never been more proud or courios about the organ between my legs. I was reading and I realized I have never looked at my v****a, I mean really sit down and peer at it with a hand mirror. also it makes me feel so much better about a certain insident that happened to me a few weeks ago. It also motivates me to get out there and to be a part of it. I want to see the show live and preform the peices. On Valentines day all over the world people preform TVM and send the procedes to a foundation to stop Viloence against women. Msotly it is done in colleges, I however am in a position of theater power and this year I am going to try as hard as I can to bring V Day to my school. I know it might be a little hard to get particulay with my last run in with teh VP but I don't care I wnat it done I wnat to help to be a part of something glourious that is powered by the very tulip that is inbetween my legs. there is one peice I want to read in particular that is about a woment that becoms a dominatrix after being a lawyer becasue the power of a moan moves her. Hell I would preform the whole thing if only it could happen. I can see it in my mind right now. Me sitting on a tall stool in the middle of the stage reading teh book aloud insipring some and pissing others off to no end, but feeling proud about how blunt I am beng about the human body, hell if needed I could recruit cassy and it would rock so hard. I am now on a mission to better this world and all because of a small book that made me cry and feel a deep seated lovee for my sexual organ.

Today I got into a fight with Alex who is here until saterday finishing up some erands. I hated it, work sucked out of sever survers I was the nly one to show up it sucked so hard.