Have you ever had your heart broken before? I have 3 times by the same guy. I gave my boyfriend a 3rd chance and this time we went out for 1 month and 5 days. We spent time with each other as much as we can. Yesterday he came over for dinner and after dinner we listened to music, watched a movie and music videos, and just had fun after. We kissed and cuddled and got like 30 pictures together and last night he said "I love you" for the first time and I said " I love you too", we said it like 6 times. And then today after we were outside for like 2 hours my boyfriend, me, my sister, and my friends went to the community center to play TRUTH OR DARE and it was my turn to be dared. My friends all dared me to make out with my boyfriend and i said okay, but then my boyfriend said, "Can we talk..." and i was like ok. So we walked around the building and he was quite for a few seconds and then he said, "How do i say this...", i was thinking oh no, this cant be happening. Then he asked me " Can we just be friends, because I act different when I'm with everyone else", and I said "okay, i don't care". but the truth was that i did care a lot. After he left to go to wrestling practice I started to cry in front of my friends. I felt hurt after that. What made me feel worst was the fact that he said "I love you" to me the night before and it was the first time he said that to me. I reallly did mean it when I told him that i love him and now i'm wondering if he really meant it when he said "i love you". Even though we are going to be friends, I'm going to still love him, but I'm going to feel weird around him. He really broke my heart and I hope he knows that and that he realizes that he made a big mistake. I feel like my heart has just been chattered into a million pieces.
guardianoftime Community Member 
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