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Delaney lives! She stopped by my dA account today so she's apparently alive. She didn't say anything but she did stop by.

I haven't heard from Artue in a little while but I know she's busy and we do email each other every now and then.

Yeah that's it. I figured I should update this journal with something and I just noticed that. *L*

I'm using this account to bump the BJD photo contest so if you still read my journal and aren't friended on my And Paying in Naivety account then you can contact me here for at least a week. I'm using both accounts so I can still bump Rob's lotto thread. xd

Well I think the drama that caused me to abandon this account is passed at last. That's good, that's very good. However, I don't really feel like there is any reason for me to return to this account, which I consider bad. I love my post count, oldbie status and zombie skin but I just don't know that I feel the need to be on this account anymore.

Maybe with a name change, a "personality" change, I don't know. (Personality for the avatar, not me of course.) A "new life" of sorts I guess.

I don't know we'll see. For the time being it looks like this account will be mostly for random journal updates however.

And for the random: I sold two prints (yay!) and I'm getting fillings done today (boo!). I'm also bidding on a new doll head so we'll see if I get him.

If for some reason you pay attention to these things you'd notice I still log in here. Well I do like to check my PMs because believe it or not I'm still getting them. I have a lot of random art trades out there and some PMs I sent letting people know I'm leaving are still being answered. I get about one a day so it's nice to be able to answer people. I still haven't been posting however aside from updating Rob's guild on how I was doing... I think twice. I don't even plan on checking it today. While I do talk to S/X and Zeo on AIM I don't get to talk to Rob on it very often and never D so it's nice to keep them updated. Most of the time S can just go back and report how things are doing though.

And how am I doing? Well the sting is starting to go away a little. I talked it out to Ivey and she understands so that helped... talking about it to someone who understands I mean. She's not the owner of TMNT-L but everyone knows she runs the place so if she was demoted it would hurt her a great deal. I have a feeling a lot of people might think I overreacted so it was very good to talk to someone who knew I wasn't being crazy.

All in all I'm good though. I'll probably still be logging in once a day for a little while and yeah I'll admit I'll probably still donate if I'm not back by next month. *L* I know I'm coming back eventually I'd hate to be out a donation item. YES I will donate to Gaia for time I'm not spending here! Good plan LL.