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You may notice that my title is a Symphony X song (and album). That is because I have used most Slipknot song names and can't remember the rest. In addition my archive of them is on a non-working harddrive, but I have no problem moving onto this group, because they rock. Now, on to the point.
Roleplaying has lost all meaning to me. Everyone I roleplay with stops posting. That is to say, I start to Roleplay, and they disappear. It seems to be a curse, because it keeps reoccuring. In addition, people who say/promise they're going to Roleplay with me, or join a Roleplay I start, never do (thus for some of them, breaking their promise). Some like to say that there isn't enough going on/not enough people.
Aside, most people are never skilled enough or simply have horrible grammar. I can't just join any Roleplay as I may not be interested in them and I don't want to RP with people who make English look like a language they just picked up.
All my roleplays fail rather quickly. Mostly they never get off the ground (very much). My first went to page 49, second (which I made two attempts at) never even had a post by anyone else, and third went to page 3 and stopped because it was just me and 1 friend and the only other person in there (posted twice) couldn't make it on much due to certain reasons (I can't blame him), so my friend dismissed him as not counting because of that and said the Roleplay was just the two of us, was annoyed by this, and stopped posting.
It also looks like Tears of the Phoenix, the best Roleplay I have ever known and my favorite... will never start back up. It went into the 900s. I am disappointed by this (I still daydream RPing situations in it, that I would be doing if it started back up).
So... I want to say I quit roleplaying, and most definitely creating them.
If, however, anyone who reads this would like to do a Bleach or Fate/Stay Night Roleplay (1-on-1 or however) is fine by me. So long as you have talent and stuff. PM me about it though. I'm... so tired of this BS...
 Rune Katashima · Sat Dec 22, 2007 @ 09:33am · 0 Comments |
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Ok, so its gonna be tough describing this to you people.
I beat Drakengard 2 not more than an hour ago. So I'll explain this to you. I played Drakengard 1... #2 owns it out the water, however... This is because I played one. See, 2's story is far more powerful when you've played the first one and not only beat it, but got all the endings as well.
There are 3 endings in 2, but I'll get to the point. No one but me would probably understand this. The music, after watching the whole story unfold, was so powerful at the final battle I couldn't help myself. It was overwhelmingly sad to me, but it had greatness. The song itself was beautiful too, it wasn't Metal or J-pop, it was just emotionally powerful.
I've only felt this way a couple times in my life, one other time I can remember is when I beat X-2 100%. The feeling... its like you've lost your best friend in the whole world, yet, they didn't die, they just went away and you KNOW you could never hear from them again or see them. X-2 depressed me with that feeling, I almost did with Drakengard 2, but the fact that there were 2 more endings kept me from it. I can only hope that the other ones aren't like the first ending, I might lose it.
So its the truth, I get sad when I beat games, just this one had a particular feeling. The Final Fantasy games do something like it to me very often though.
Also, for anyone that cares, I'm making a Final Fantasy roleplay. It shall be much better than my last roleplay, and I'm doing it right this time ninja
~Watch me grow wings and fly high...~
~Watching me... Watching you...~
Rune Katashima · Wed Aug 16, 2006 @ 06:47pm · 0 Comments |
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I'm back... and I have a bone to pick.
So me and Celia broke up, life goes on. I'm back to roleplay and discuss. I have to say Summer sucks the most, nothing to do and sweltering heat, fun fun.
I AM going to join the Air Force. Recently I've taken control of my life back. I'm somewhat out of my own 'Great Depression'. I have accepted death... I of course a long time ago accepted that everyone has to die sometime, but I was always scared of it, the unknown, now I am no longer scared.
My grades were failing miserably Junior year, but I refuse to let myself down like that during Senior and I REFUSE to accept anything less than a C, and I won't be lazy, I'll be shooting for straight A's this time.
I met a great new friend named Nick, I still keep in contact with my old friends. I still love... and I still hate, but I guess it doesn't matter anymore...
Rune Katashima · Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 04:25am · 2 Comments |
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I'm quitting.
Rune shall die valiantly against his brother and Ace shall rule Zoum and never ******** with the people of Argonia.
By the way Zac, I found out awhile ago Argonia is a place in Arkansas... coincidence? I think not -_-
I've gotten rid of my items and gold... well, my items only belong to one person and they know my password.
Don't try to talk me out of this, I know what I'm doing.
Just leave your thoughts and questions. Not sure if I'll answer them ever though.
You may want to check the link to my thread in my siggy though.
Ciao everyone... cry heart
Rune Katashima · Sat Nov 26, 2005 @ 11:31am · 2 Comments |
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Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me
(Will you give in to me?)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes (oh no)
There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3]
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You ******** get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes (oh no)
The world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3]
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You ******** get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3]
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up come on get down with the sickness
You ******** get up come on get down with the sickness
Madness has now come over me!
Rune Katashima · Thu Sep 08, 2005 @ 01:41am · 4 Comments |
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Carry you with me, that I will
Every day I will be with you
Leave me not, for my heart will spill
I hope most, you love me too
And through life with me, you will get your fill
Zany you are
Actions have gotten you far
Crazy are your skills, that are always on par
Dark you are not
Understand the lights touch
So I never would have thought
That you would teach me so much
In a battle so well fought
Now you won, without a punch
So you are such a blend
Containing so many things within
Only you could be such a good friend
To be my friend, through and thin
Thanks for taking me in
Carry you all within my heart
And there you shall always remain
Right there, and with my brain
You each have your own individual art...
This is dedicated to all my dearest of friends. Don't be upset if you aren't here. Strive harder and I am sure you will be. These people have done alot for me during the short time they have known me. I thank them all and I love you guys!
Have a nice day... heart
Rune Katashima · Sat Jun 18, 2005 @ 11:41pm · 5 Comments |
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I cried today...
sometime between 8:30 and 9:00 my time. May 27 or whatever the ********.
It hurt Celia, it really hurt. Now you have seen me cry. I hate it. It really ******** hurt.
Guys know, you know, I know, it's hard for a guy to cry, especially me (or so I think) because my eyes don't react to it normally.
I hurt myself, and I am sorry for it, forgive me for the overreaction. But I felt it was necessary, for I had anger that needed to be released. Releasing it on myself nd the wall was god for me, but I don't condone me ramming my head into it. (And denting it considerably)
It broke my heart, I felt you didn't love me, it truly broke my heart.
It especially hurt because you and Scott, the ones who matter most to me right now couldn't get along and got pissed at each other for bullshit reasons. I felt what you and him were doing was taking it out on me, though neither of you said anything directly towards me, you both said cold things to me. Celia tipped it off though. I'm sorry for being a ******** whiner...
I'm a ******** whiner.
I'm sorry, but if it means anything, I still love you Celia, I love you just as much as I did before, that's why I cried. Scott, were still friends right? I hope so. I love you guys. You too Zac (and Dustin). I care for you all, the most recent people I stoppped giving a s**t about were Mom and Justin (in order)
Thanks for listening to my s**t for ******** story. I felt I had to say this.
Rune Katashima · Sat May 28, 2005 @ 05:10am · 18 Comments |
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I Am Hated (<---previous journal entry that I deleted) |
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What would you do if:
[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:
[10] I died:
What do you think about my:
[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:
Other:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you ******** me?
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] What do you see as my strength?
[34] What if I lied to you?
[35] How high am I ranked in your list of enemies or friends?
Rune Katashima · Fri May 20, 2005 @ 01:35am · 14 Comments |
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