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As very few of you know, I plan on attending West Point. I'm really excited though that after spring break I get to go up and visit the campus. It's really like a dream. For a day I get imersed into the long grey line and become a new cadet. I'm really looking forward to it and I know it'll be fun. Also, about West Point. I've been gearing it up so I can eet the physical standards of their APT test. I need to be able to do a specified number of pushups and situps and I also need to be able to run two miles within a specified time. I gotta say It's harder then it seemed on paper but I'm getting there. Slowly but surely I'll hit that baseline.
 Dis Euphenor · Sat Apr 01, 2006 @ 05:27am · 2 Comments |
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I know I've said this many many times... That I don't like it when people complain to me about the little things. Well I'm sure that in the spectrum of things this definately isn't very far up there wth everyone. But, here I go anyways, because this is my journal and I should be allowed my right to vent however I like. So... Let my incessant whining begin.
There's this girl at my school, that we'll be calling 'S' from now on. Yes I know, whenever someone starts off like that it's about some girl they're having some problems wth or they've fallen helplessly in love with or something like it. Well I;m here to dispell that theory by saying... actually that's pretty much what's going on. I've fallen for this girl at my school. Now things would be fine exept for a few risky peices of business that I'll list. One, I'm friends with her brother... her little brother at that. This leads to number two. She is a senior, while I'm a sophmore, now usually this isn't much of a problem right? But that's usually when the senior is a guy and the sophmores a girl. I need to say I rarely date up. Usually it's on level or below but somehow despite my hardest abilites to resist I've fallen head over heals for this girl. Now that the main problem's are out of the way I'm gonna get to the annoyances. My friends somehow found out about it... I never told a soul, yet they found out about it. Now they keep nagging me to ask her out because they wanna see me get shot down... A real morale booster. I had decided since she is a senior and that she wouldn't wanna go out with me I decided to just be friends. So I talk to her in between classes and walk her to chorus every once in a while. We're friends and I guess that's how my friends got the idea... She's always nce to me, and always smiling. But for some reason, it always feels like she just thinks I'm another guy, I'm not sure if she's interested or just being nice. But, I'm about 90% certain that she know I like her. Which brings up a slight question, why hasn't she said anything? If she can tell I like her, she should be able to tell that I need a push or a sign to ask her out. Le sigh, I digress though... but I gotta say it feels like my life has somehow become some sort of soap opera or some kind of baddly written shojo. Either way I definately need to remedy this or this could start to spin outta control.
Dis Euphenor · Sat Apr 01, 2006 @ 05:21am · 0 Comments |
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This is one a friend of mine did, after I donated to them, thanks again Taff... 
Dis Euphenor · Sun Aug 28, 2005 @ 04:35am · 1 Comments |
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I'll use this area to talk about hilarious sigs I've seen, if it catchs my eye and I start laughing hard you might get in here, so keep trying. Anyways here's the sig. Roses are red
Voilets are blue
All our base
are belong to you This is a reference, for some of you who don't know, to an old game, that lives in the heart of many gamers, as one of the worst games ever. But, it's not that it as a bad game, it's that it was horribly translated, so, quotes from old games like that, just brngs back some funny memories. I'll do a new sig as often as I can, but no more then one a day, and every now and again it'll be a sig I've made, I'll take comments and such, so please don't hesitate.
Dis Euphenor · Sat Aug 20, 2005 @ 06:38pm · 0 Comments |
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It's nine o'clock on a saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in
There's an old man sitting next to me
Makin' love to his tonic and gin
He says, "son, can you play me a memory?
I'm not really sure how it goes
But it's sad and it's sweet and i knew it complete
When i wore a younger man's clothes"
La la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da
Chorus:
Sing us a song, you're the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well, we're all in the mood for a melody
And you've got us feelin' alright
Now john at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he's quick with a joke or to light up your smoke
But there's someplace that he'd rather be
He says, "bill, i believe this is killing me."
As the smile ran away from his face
"well i'm sure that i could be a movie star
If i could get out of this place"
Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da
Now paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he's talkin' with davy who's still in the navy
And probably will be for life
And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness
But it's better than drinkin' alone
Chorus
It's a pretty good crowd for a saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
'cause he knows that it's me they've been comin' to see
To forget about life for a while
And the piano, it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, "man, what are you doin' here?"
Oh, la la la, de de da
La la, de de da da da
Chorus
Dis Euphenor · Fri Aug 12, 2005 @ 05:54am · 1 Comments |
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Good Old Movies... or Not so Old |
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Well, I love movies, and there are so many great movies around. But there are also really bad movies. But I'll go into the bad movies later. I love cult comedie mostly, but I can watch plenty of movies as long as they're well written. Some of my favorites include, Donny Darko, The Longest Yard, Rockie Horror Picture Show, Clerks, Tommy Boy, and Cable Guy. There plenty more movies I like and not all of them are comedies.
Dis Euphenor · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 07:13pm · 0 Comments |
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Streetlight Manifesto
Everything Goes Numb
Point / Counterpoint
i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't c**k
my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
and i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest and a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
so if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:
if there was something wrong would you be oh so strong?
would you do what it takes to move this hollow life along?
i'd like to think i would, you know i'd like to think i would
but i guarantee that what you see is not reality
and every time i make a point she makes a counterpoint
she said it's easy but in the end you'll have no choice
and you know that's only just the way it goes
(you said it right man, that is just the way it goes)
and the days, and the days they seem like forever
and the days, and the days they seem like forever
but forever isn't ever enough
i'd like to sing a song (please swear you won't be long)
i'll try not to be long but i don't want to get this story wrong
there was a kid who never cared about the little things
don't even bother because i'm tired and i'm sick of it
and every time she makes a point i'll make a counterpoint
she said it's easy but in the end you'll have no choice
and you know that's only just the way it goes
(you said it right man, that is just the way it goes)
i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't c**k
my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
and i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest and a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
so if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:
oh, you don't know where i've been
oh, you don't know what i've seen
if i did something right
would you give up this fight?
would you say you were wrong and maybe someone else was kind of right
i'd like to think you would
you know i'd like to think you would
but i can't guarantee that what you get is an apology
jump back to the day we met
i never thought that it would end this way
if ever i let you down i want to ask of you
to take it down a notch and we can talk it on through
and the days, and the days they seem like forever
and the days, and the days they seem like forever
but forever isn't ever enough
i'd like to sing a song (please swear you won't be long)
i'll try not to be long but i don't want to get this story wrong
there was a kid who never cared about the little things
don't even bother because i'm tired and i'm sick of it
and every time she makes a point i'll make a counterpoint
she said it's easy but in the end you'll have no choice
and you know that's only just the way it goes
(you said it right man, that is just the way it goes)
i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't c**k
my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
and i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest and a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
so if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:
oh, you don't know where i've been
oh, you don't know what i've seen
so tell me friend: how's it going to end?
when the s**t goes down and there's no one left around to get your back
you'll crack
you'll smile and agree with everything they say
they'll try to tell you that it's all okay
but it's not and you're shot and you're bleeding pretty bad
and you can't stop thinking about the things you never had
like a wife and a kid and the things you never did
you're running around
you're living a life that's empty in the end, my friend
oh, you'll take back all you've said
oh, when the regrets fill your head
trust me i've been there before
i would not wish it upon my greatest enemy
what irony
once friends, but i find: you'll have to learn this lesson on your own
so i waited by the phone but that phone never rang
and i sang so loud so i wouldn't hear the bang
when the bang never came and i never got the call: ******** it! thank you! i love you all!
some are going to say that we're doomed to repeat
all our past mistakes
great
but that's not me
and even if it was i would always disagree
because in the end i always get the better of me
i've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't c**k
my finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked
and i can't stop staring at the tick tock clock
and even if i could i would never give up
with a vest on my chest and a bullet in my lung
i can't believe i'm dying with my song unsung
so if and when i die won't you bury me alone?
because i'll never get to heaven if i'm singing this song:
oh, you don't know where i've been
oh, you don't know what i've seen
Dis Euphenor · Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 10:16pm · 2 Comments |
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I'm back, and ready to rock... kinda |
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well, I'm back from my travels, I went to cancun, and a football camp for a total of two weeks. In total I brought back a good deal of money around $60, some shirts, some football skills, a new hat, a pair of sunglasses, and mononeuma... the last one isn't so much fun, but the rest was okay... plenty of new memories and such, it's all good, but now I'm back. School is aroun the corner for me now, and I think I'm actually ready for it this year. The homework doesn't seem so bad, and now looking at it there really isn't much reason to be so down about it. But, my view will probably change within a week or so. I'll try to get through it, and there are som new things I want to try out, and I'm looking forward to getting my go club up and about.
Dis Euphenor · Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 10:10pm · 0 Comments |
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well I took one and It got me on the dot, so here it is.
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.
Dis Euphenor · Sat Jul 16, 2005 @ 12:06am · 1 Comments |
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