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Isn't Jewish ideology from the beginning set to love God, and love him for what he has done for us? To love God because he brought his people out of the land of Egypt and gave his people a sense of meaning and purpose. A God who set apart a piece of land and promised his people protection? Isn't it ironic how Jewish people want to turn back?

I find this really odd and perplexing why the Jewish Gaians Guild kicked me out of their guild. Messianic Jews would call my act genius. I didn't mention the Messiah once, argued for the glorification of God through the Torah and Tenach only and ended up getting booted from one of the only guilds I called home. The truth in my opinion, was that I made such a good and convincing argument that the Jewish people are Jewish because of God, that the Jewish people believed I had learned or fathomed this idea from a Church. It seems as if whenever God is really questioned, and Jewish people argue for God's glory... somehow that's too close to Christianity. What is that mean?

Well, for the purpose of this journal entry, you might say that Jewish people are quick in their defense. Any anti-semitism is not tolerated. But in my opinion, I was just 'figuratively' killed by JGG. Why? Because I anwsered to a higher calling and they questioned that?

At first I thought I was like Moses and Aaron in this ordeal of being banned... but truthfully I believe I feel more and more like Yeshua would have. The skeptical Jewish people went against Yeshua because he told them what being Jewish really meant, and they didn't approve of that. This all scares me.

Anyways, I don't really know what God is saying though all this, but JGG seems to only be hurting their entire mission statement, ideology, reasoning, testament to staying true to scripture and Torah, and moral state by continuing to keep me banned. I only wish they truly knew how they have already fulfilled rebelling against what God wants us to be like by rejecting what God's words have been.

SHEMA YISRAEL, ADONAI ELOHEINU ADONAI ECHAD. BARUCH SHEM KVOD MALCHUTO, L'OLAM VAED,

Hear Oh Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is One. Blessed be his glorious kingdom whose is forever, and ever.

I wish to be a godfather but I don't know how to.

Hear, O Israel: The LORD our God, the LORD is one. Love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength. These commandments that I give you today are to be upon your hearts. Impress them on your children. Talk about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates.

Maya turned 1 yesterday biggrin ... She's a friend's daughter (teacher is the friend and it's relly my mom's friend) sweatdrop

Well... I'm trying to make this guild but I'm failing crying MUST GET GOLD sweatdrop