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I'm sorry I've been rude to you
I'm sorry that I've bit you, unless your Ami.
Then by all means SHOW ME THE CHACHIMICHANGA!(I'm JOKING)
I let myself go free for awhile, and not hold back
but in the end..I return to the cave within myself and hide
behind the kryptonite shealths which I use against myself.
I am not superman, I'm just a girl. and I won't change for your
own pleasure. I am a child of God, just like every other person
that isn't afraid to admit. I may be shy, but only for the times in
which I believe is right. Scared, I am most of the time, but isn't there someone who will take my hand and show me there's nothing more to fear? I have faced all my fears, and yet I'm still here. Death, isn't scary, just a new beginning most believe, and that's what everyone must face one of these days that the days get closer and closer to. Time, is what I fear, not having enough of it, not using it to the advantage of what is benefiting.
I am a procrastinator, proud, but I don't want to be that. It is not me, or else that would be what I am called to be identified.
Everyday I try to fight my way back to the right path of which I walk on, and it doesn't get any easier, because it gets narrower than before.but it's all worth it right? Just like you, when the worlds collide, I'll be there, when school shootings are just an everyday thing, I'll be watching on t.v or in public, when a suicide is in progress, I'll be praying, when enemies come from the hiding phase, I'll be ready.
Just to make a difference, my eyes and heart will be open, just will you be there too?