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	POEMS all my creations
	POEMS all my creations

	through the day
	through the day


trust the untrusted was a big mistake so unreasted to always mismake to see the unseen through this blindness to be not mean but to be in pure darkness the perfect death? the wonderful night... what is it about the moonlight that keeps my sight? dreams that have been found in damnation you and i are bound to this corruption the darkness can consume it makes you cold it may as well amuse as you all get old... i have been forgotten betrayed and alone will i never be forgiven? i have no soul to call my own.. i may be smiling but i'm tired of trying never frowning and i'm sick of crying will i ever get a turn? i suffer with all this pain will i get something in return? or will i have nothing to gain? i would lock the pain show no fears it is only sain only smiles not the locked away tears you notice not the pain while your in the sunshine i'm drowning in the rain claiming nothing as mine let the world go let it slide a fig for woe all is but a lie death makes all equal the high and the low, like a sequal never to be shy death is no event nor is it a fact all levels: seven this is no act life is eternal death is only a horizon love is immortal leave it for the gory sun you know your going to die but your not showing that you yourself is dead.. death smiles just smile back from miles its one task for death is that first breath as my blood squirts sad people madly dislike the happy as well as the happy the sad take a small nap... bid farewell so suddenly when lasting forever they make an eternity be not proud full though you have been mighty and dreadful you must have seen... angel_lida18 · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 06:24am · 0 Comments

	for a friend
	for a friend


when your in pain i feel it all i hope your sain i hear your call please don't be sad i'll be here for you even when your mad i am a friend thats true call me when you need i'll answer it as fast as i can as you've seen i'll be there even if its bad i'll hold you when your sad until your two eyes look glad i want to stay as your friend for years and more to help you everyday because thats what friends are for... angel_lida18 · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 06:23am · 0 Comments

	the year
	the year


The sound the rain makes The shattering sounds It all breaks In the garden grounds Comes cloudy days Once again It all looks gray It all began Interrupted by the wind It’s like a soft mellow tune It’s all a sin But becomes immune Spring has shown Time to wonder Time to grow No time to be under The heat that bothers Here is summer… Unlike any other What a bummer…. Leaves that fall It’s autumn anew It all calls To have a few Stopped by snow Soft and white Its cold grows It feels like a bite It all starts over As soon as it ends It may last forever But who knows it might bend… angel_lida18 · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 06:21am · 0 Comments

	tell her you love her
	tell her you love her


life is getting better you just have to start trying all you have to do is go and get her and make her stop crying open her eyes and tell her the truth how many more tries? help her until she is completely forsooth don't break her heart tell her don't use your chances like darts never use her emotions to stir always make her laugh uncover all her secrets and use them like a craft but never use them with regrets how much longer can you go like this? you won't go much longer just tell her with a kiss and make her feel stronger you will miss your chance tell her now and tell her true get your balance and tell her you love her too angel_lida18 · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 06:20am · 0 Comments

	seasons
	seasons


when the rain stops the puddles will end no more drops will they descend? the leaves fall when they turn color what is it called when it has no discolor the snow that comes its a white field it all sums up to a white shield no snow, nor water nothing but heat at the alter my heart skips a beat different scents colors all around clouds that were sent so that we can be bound darkness all over no light to be found a boulder... there are no sounds... angel_lida18 · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 06:20am · 0 Comments

	a rose
	a rose


A rose among thousands Why was it me that you saw? It could have been one thousandths Why did you call? I never deserved this You tore me apart With that kiss It was a clear depart You said you cared Then why is it that you lie? I carried All those tries Even when I asked You lied your way through I can see behind that mask That you were anything but true… A rose among millions A rose that was about to die Out of billions Why couldn’t you just deny When we said goodbye You never meant it You were to shy It was all a piece of st You hid everything behind your smile But I can see that you were hurt We were in a trial Between long and short Why couldn’t you just tell me? That you were full of hate I could see You took the bait A rose among hundreds Was a rose that had no life It was a rose that was always in dreads A rose that held a knife You opened the door For a bright future You made me want more But the feeling was only mutual You then closed the door for all hope How do you expect me to trust you? There is only one word “nope” I was bloo… I changed for the fact that I knew That I no longer needed joy I was someone that was new I am no longer your toy A rose among many A rose that was black It could have been any Was there a track? I tried to hide All the feelings I had I bribed That I wasn’t sad The day has been cold But the sun is out You were never bold You could have shout I have always been in a small place I have never been cared for I was in this crazy maze Since May 4 A rose among several I could have been alone In a certain level I could have never been shone When will be my last day? To live here with you Near the bay Will it ever start anew? I have been hopeless And lonely Surrounded by darkness Why can’t you show me? I show a fake smile But I am hurt beneath my skin I walk for miles Somewhere that I have been A rose among 10 Is an even chance But I could have never descend You changed the balance Help me heal these wounds Now my mind is an open book Now my heart is an open wound I hide these feelings in a notebook I am nothing special Yet you say I am I hold nothing essential Everything began…. Hiding everything behind happiness Why is it that you can see my sadness? In pure loneliness I always feel less A rose among none Is a rose that is dead It’s all that it has become It’s all a huge mess…. angel_lida18** · Tue Aug 26, 2008 @ 06:16am · 0 Comments


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