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Tell Me You Love Me
Once upon a time,
When pink cherry blossoms showered the sidewalks
and children ran to romp in the park.
When the breeze whistled a tune
and they cheered the afternoon,
since school let out
and their happy shouts
filled the air with laughter
and glee.
It was at this time
once upon a time
That a schoolgirl gawked at he.
He was casually reading the newspaper,
paying the girl no heed.
Legs crossed, and eyes lost,
as if he was in a dream.
He was older then she
and wiser then she,
a man of twenty-three,
but she loved him still
with a love that could kill
this girl, of only fifteen.
So, she aproached him with ease,
hoping to please.
As she tapped his shoulder lightly
He smiled at her brightly
and asked her what was wrong.
She took a deep breath,
planning her death
and said. . .
"Tell me that you love me.
I know it would be a lie
but i need to hear those words from you
or i surely shall die
Tell me that you need me.
Need only me, for you see
I've watched you every day
and i've loved you since last may
So, say you love me too
all i ask of you
is to give a little white lie
or i really will die.
Tell me that i'm beautiful
because i need to hear it,
it's true
Be the first to say it
Do i ask too much of you?
Tell me that you see me
that i'm more then a shadow to you
Am i really so invisible
that you can't see me too?
Just say 'i love you'"
The man gaped at her in shock,
blinking in surprise
but his lips allowed him not to speak
So she fled to her demies.
Crying in devastation,
screaming at the heartwrenching pain
in her chest.
She sprinted down the petaled paths,
not hearing him at her back.
He called out to her,
jumping out of his seat
and ran after her,
straight into the streat.
Car horns beeped
and tires screached,
as he tried to chase her down
but her will was strong
and she ran far and long
until she reached the beach
and stood on the edge of of the pear
her deathbed would be here,
where the waves would engulf her
and her lungs would be choked without air.
But before before she could jump
someone grabbed her by the hair
and wrenched her back so she landed on her rump.
The man pulled her into his arms
and held her tightly
out of harm.
"I'm sorry to say
i never loved you that way
but you cannot die because of me.
I will tell you this.
I do not love you or need you
because i have a love
and i would give them my life.
Someone will someday love you
and need you like i need my love.
Someone will say your beautiful
as beautiful as the sea
but that someone is not me.
I see you fine, my dear.
You are not invisible, you see?
But the way i see you is not in the light
of someone who loves ye.
I cannot love you that way
I don't believe i ever will
so give up now and move on, my dear
before you hurt yourself."
He left the girl mourning,
crying on her knees
but he did not look back
because he may turn back
and comfort her with lies.
You cannot force yourself to love someone
you shouldn't even try
because in the end
it hurts so much worse
To be living in a lie.


My Name Is Sarah
My name is Sarah
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.


11 Comebacks To Use When Voldemort Says He's Going To Kill Y
Comebacks To Use When Voldemort Says He's Going To Kill You :-


1. "What did I ever do to y..oh, nevermind."

2. "Oh, ha ha, you got me!! Am I on Punk'd? Where's the camera guy, huh? Where!?"

3. "Wow, you're even dumber than you look, and that's saying something. What kind of idiot tells their victim what they're
about to do?! I'm ready for you now!!" *Prepare yourself by getting into various Matrix positions, beckon him with one
finger*

4. "And she's all 'F.Y.I., he's so into me and not you.' and I'm all 'Yeah, right, whatever.' Oh, I'm sorry! Did you say
something?"

5. "Why do you have to be so mean?!" *produce fake tears and throw a tantrum*

6. "Uh, I'm not here right now. Please leave a message after the beep. BEEEP!!!" *take off running*

7. *cackle with laughter* "You sound like a girl ! Hey honey, come listen to this guy talk!"

8. "My dear snake-man, I must say your manners are quite poor. I have just the thing!" *put on record and sing along*
'Please - say - please - and - thank you for saying thank you!'

9. "Are you a joke? Clearly you're a joke!"

10. "I'm sensing some self-confidence problems. I hear they have an excellent psychiatric ward at St. Mungo's...and while
you're there, maybe you could have them do something about your nose."

11. "Oh yeah, and you've told Harry that how many times now? I'm soooooo scared!"


Love
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself,
probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.


Wacky Friday
Wow, today was a very wacky day.

It all started off with my bus showing up around fifteen mintues late. We had a sub bus driver and on the way to school he was driving freakishly slow. gonk When we finally got to school, half the lights were out because there was a power outage in town, so we only had half power. So, my first class didn't have any lights on, but we went outside during class for a class walk thing....and when we were close to the school, one of the guys came out and told us our school was on lock down because there was a rumor of a guy with a gun wahmbulance . It turned out he only had a bebegun but we headed back to the school anyway. By the time we got back to our classroom, the lockdown was over. Soon after, the lights came back on. The rest of the day was relatively normal except we fought over whether a house was red or pink(i thought it was more pink) on the bus ride home.

That was my wacky Friday and I just hope we don't have another day like that tomorrow, or I might just go crazy. 4laugh


hello
hey guys, what's up, now, what to write about.......hmmmm.. Yesterday, i walked past my stairs that lead to the basement. FOr all you who don't know, my cat is all black. So, when i walked past the stairs, i looked down and there she was, laying in the dark. The stair lights were off, but the ones above my stairs were on, so all i saw was her shining eyes. I could see her body, but it was just a black blob.

Also, my older sister's cat, tahiti is a siamese. We were sitting in our room, my sister and i, when liz comes in and tells us we have to see her cat. So, we got up and went over to her room, and there tahiti was, under the sheets with just her head sticking out. It was so cute! Kawaii!


OMG!
The creepiest thing happened to me today. My sister and I were talking a walk with the dog. We live near the town Rec Center and there is a path behind. It was really foggy and you could hardly see anything. So we started walking down the path and about halfway through I noticed small drips of blood on the path. At first we just thought it was our dog bleeding cause he has a cut on his paw that he won't leave alone. Well, anyway, as we keep walking I noticed there was blood infront of him, so he couldn't be the one bleeding. When we got to a forkish thing in the path we decided to keep going, but soon afterward, we decided to go back, because we've had some ghostly encounters on this path. But the blood kept going. When we were close to the Rec center again we heard police cars on the road. That just added to the creepyness of it all. So we hurried home. I'm still wondering were that blood came from.


Randomness
GAH! Nobody has looked in my journal, I feel so lonely. I think I need to do something more interesting on here. If anyone has any ideas to make it more intersting, please tell me.


hi
Hello, how are you all, i am a very bored person so please be my friends.


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