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x_anarchist kenshin_x's Journal
just me talkin about what ever goes on in my head wait then i wouldnt be journaling much
q+a
F I R S T
First Best Friend Jill
First Crush Secret
First Real Girlfriend/Boyfriend lauren
First Date secret
First Kiss dont remember
First Album/CD ac/dc
First Piercing/Tattoo none,yet
First True Love Jill
First Enemy dont know
First Time Dying My Hair never
First Formal Dance dont rememmber
First Time Breaking A Bone None
First Time Getting Really Sick dont remember

L A S T
Last Cuss Word Uttered: F*ck
Last Compliment I love you
Last/Current boy/girlfriend secret
Last Crush secret
Last Time Driving cant remember
Last Big Car Ride awhile ago
Last Kiss secret
Last Good Cry last the week before last...friday, cause death
Last Movie Seen dont know
Last Phone Call Jill
Last Thing Written dunno
Last Show Watched whatver was on last nite
Last Time Showered this morning
Last Shoes Worn black vans
Last Person That You Saw Naked Besides You secret
Last CD Played underground music for Evanescnce
Last Item Bought dont remember
Last Disappointment brakeup
Last Annoyance sister
Last Song You Heard solitude

I AM justin r. secret last name
I WANT a certain person
I HAVE my freinds and I
I WISH for someone
I MISS someone
I FEAR of hurting the one I love and hurting the other people I love again
I HEAR i dunno
I SEARCH FOR love
I WONDER secret
I REGRET secret
I LOVE secret
I ACHE mentall/emotionaly
I ALWAYS wonder
I AM NOT gay
I DANCE sometimes
I SING never
I CRY rarely
I AM NOT ALWAYS satisfied
I WRITE stuff
I WIN sometimes
I LOSE not much
I CONFUSE friends
I SHOULD do sumthin

FAVORITES
NUMBER: 7
COLOR: red
DAY: 16
MONTH:november/december
SONG: Many Evanescence songs
FOOD: dunno
SEASON: Fall and winter
DRINK: oj

( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? Cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? Vanilla


( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? Nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? No
TALKED TO AN EX? yes
MISSED AN EX? yes
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? my gaia one
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes
MISSED SOMEONE? Yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? Yes.
KISSED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? not yet
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no

(x) - you've done
(_) - you haven't done

(x) been drunk
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(_) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x)(im still sorry) lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(x) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(x) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my internet friends
(_) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) Been moshing at a concerts
(x) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(x) tried killing urself
(_) taken painkillers
(x) intentionally burned urself
(x) love someone or miss someone right now


isnishmorgyborgyhorgy
words=smexy and title of post
questing=ronin yukata, fox ears, fox tail
born=12/26/89
friends=they know who they are in other word i dont feel like writing them down
new favorite smily= twisted
incase you didnt notice im writing random stuff about me cause im bored


why
why do you let this happen
it hurst you and you know it does
you think you need it
you dont
but if you dont see it
ill be the one you need
you know you dont deserve what is happening now
i know you deserve the world
but you dont see it


all caught up
im stuck in the middle
between a broken heart and a new life
im not sure i want to leave the broken heart it gave me so much happieness and so much sorrow
i have waited so long for the happieness to return
but all i find is sorrow
the new lifecan give me so much more
it gives me happieness and no sorrow
but i still lay in wait wishing to mend this broken heart


forever
if you want me to stay i will stay
if you want me will leave i will leave
but remember i will always be there for you
when you are sad i am sad
when you are mad i am mad
what you feel i feel
if you die i die too
when you bleed i bleed too
i dont know what to say....
well i need you
the feeling is like no other
no one can make me feel this way
but...you
i will follow you till the end of time
if you need blood ill give you mine
if you cant breath i will breath for you
but you already have my heart


taken for granted
i cant believe i didnt see it
you dont know how much you need someone until you lost them
you can never tell before but after you are broken
knowing you may never get them back hurts like an open wound
you may try and try to get them back
it may never work
so cherish the time spent now before....
it all fades away


yes wait no
you know how im trying to get ronin yukata
well i went and bought prisoners pants but they are sweet arent they?
so i geuss its all ok in the end


woops i keep forgeting to journal to busy posting i guess
i cant believe that question posts are against the rules
that is pretty fun to do and it gets you gold
they say its because it can give to much personal info
it doesnt give any real personal info
i think if you want to do those posts you should be able to


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