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There's a million things that can cause anger
Things that get under your skin
Makes your teeth grind and your flesh crawl
Blind with fury, boiling with rage
You lose the sight that you were given
And the understanding you acquired with age
The love in your heart disappears
Hate encases it in a shell so hollow
Nothing can penatrate it
Your fingers twitch with the yearning to destroy
Your breathing comes in shallow, course gasps
Your body suddenly loses feeling and all hope is lost
You scream and yell and shout
Wanting to choke them in your hands
Wanting to take all life from them
Wanting so badly
Then you stop
You think
You think of the future
What your life would be if you fulfilled
Giving in to the demon soul inside
And you look at yourself, at your soul
And you become disgusted, but never show it
You begin to hate yourself for being so monstrous
Weaken, you fall to your knees
And look into the eyes of those you loved
Those you've hurt
And wish to take it all back
But you can't
You lose hope
You lose everything
And thats when you realized
You've become everything you swore you would never be
You became just like him

You held my waist in a jokily way

Everyone's together is what I heard you say

Since we are the only two left without anyone

Let us become one



Soon enough I began to like you

With you it seemed I could never be blue

How I would long to see your face

And how my heart would begin to race



The day you first kissed me I'll remember forever

Wow, what an amazing endevour

A movie star kiss is the only way to describe it

And it was then the love began to emit



We hit it off as quickly as an old couple

We were everything there was to be but supple

It wasn't long before I knew

That I was completely in love with you



But of course no love lasts forever

Trying to hide, to be so clever

She found out,and it was all over

Never had my heart been so hurt moreover



I still wish to always be by your side no matter what

Trying my best to smile, and to not cut

It tears at me everyday that I can not hold you

Nothing to do but try to make it through



So now we are together in our hearts

Our love is the one without end, just a start

Now I know let God stand in our way or whatever

But True Love Lasts Forever

You could wander your entire life

And never find what you're looking for

Giving up on all your hopes and dreams

As careless as a flower in the wind

Fly away young butterfly

Find your place in this forsaken world

Pray to your heart's content that it will be ok

All your worries and fears will disappear and you'll be forgiven

The truth is, even though you ask forgiveness from God

It is because you forgive yourself that you can go on