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The whole thing, afterwards, has shown to be my fault, I just released myself of everything. There was never a chain, no burden, no stress-causing problems. I had seen everything my way, the way I always wanted it to look like, I just didn't about the others as in my family and friends. I cared only of myself but not for the greater good, I've casted a mystic cloud thick enough to blind me. What was the cause, I don't know, but to my own judgement I have been trying to escape something that always led me to the true path. I was always neglecting the light of which I've never stopped staring at, I never dreamed or thought of going near the right way possibly because I was afraid. I have been observantly studying others but not myself, in other words, I grew stupid and defenseless against the world. I had been taking much care of myself and stood in fear for years. My mother too, is afraid of the world but will not admit to anything, she wants to be strong but I don't know whats into her. I'll just have to hope for the best. I may not continue this project of mine but I think I will continue for now.