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here's a poem i wrote called Confused and Heart Broken. i always felt this way...

I am confused and heart broken.
I wonder when this heartache will end.
I hear my heart of glass shattering.
I see the pain in others eyes.
I want my fears and insecurites to fade away.
I am confused and heart broken.

I pretend his harsh words do not affect me.
I feel the ache of a million heart brakes.
I touch a flame, but feel ice.
I worry I am going numb, my senses fading.
I cry because I've lost him.
I am confused and heart broken.

I understand he's moved on.
I say I can't let him go.
I dream of him, and of how things used to be.
I try to hold on to our precious memories.
I hope he finds happiness, with whomever he is with.
I am, now and always, confused and heart broken.

here's a poem i wrote called A Meaningful Morning. there's a story behind it, so if u want to know, just ask.

There's something special in the air,
so I get up and stretch.

The sun is shining through the shades.
My smile shines with everlasting light.

Someone in my mind says there's hope.
Something in the back of my head statters my fears and sorrows.

I forget my sadness, my pain, my broken soul.
All sins forgiven.

It's a new day, a new life, a chance to mend my broken heart.
Such a meaningful morning...