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great just great i thougth that i could get a decent out fit for my avy but i'm out of money now. also because of a therd i just read i feel very sorry for my self rigth now and i know i dont really have anything to complain about, i mean i got a great family and all the things i could want so why is it that the more i think about how gratefull i'm am to have all of this i still seem to find things wrong in my life and i am worried that i'll become the thing i hate the most, people who whine to much because they arnt getting there way and want to get what ever they want. i feel like i'm turning into a monster of my other self and if i become that manster then the only thing that i could do is join the group of kids that i've hatted for soo long and leaving behind the ones that i've made an promis to. so why am i becoming like this why have i cryed? why is it that i'm becoming somthing that i'm not like how i just want to scream at every thing and let the world die as if i dont give a care so why, why am i feeling like this why....why....why......why..............
 sakura011 · Tue Aug 02, 2005 @ 09:33am · 0 Comments |
