I love my Ryan so much <3
I'm so happy that you might be able to visit for winter break..
And even happier that I get to live with you when I'm 18, if I have the money by then.
There's always a lot of "ifs". I wish I could say "when", but I can never be absolutely sure.. But it really does make me happy thinking about it.
I hope my happiness doesn't run down.. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHH.
I woke up really early this morning, didn't sleep well at all. ; -;
