Some days pass by usually faster than others, though there are some that you wish were gone already, but they don't. You linger within silent and anxious hours.
And you remember things you thought lost. Old, not-yet forgotten memories, never worth to be recalled. Unpleasant experiences...
Although I did my best. I chased them away. They didn't hurt anymore, and I knew it would be enough to make them disappear temporarily.
I surprise myself, from time to time, with the kind of stuff I come up with every now and then. Well, with the kind of stuff life comes up with more often than usual lately. Or maybe it has always happened and it's the first time I'm realizing that I'm not living ordinarily at all.
Maybe not being ordinary is what I'm good at. Strange, isn't it?
Or maybe, not being ordinary is normal after all. I mean, are there really ordinary people? I don't want to be common. I want to be different, and I just want to be me..
ironic how the one person you put before yourself, is the person you cant bring happiness to...
& This is gods greatest creation.. me (8
