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I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

On my own.

Ahh!

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

On the road to Nice
WE stopped so we could Fence and so we could do caligraphy! i got seconond place inFencing! whoop whoop i Let dan beat me! xd

but the rest of the way i slept and took funny pics of every one and bought french pocky! yeah i know Fench Pocky but it was good! and in Nice not alot happen
except that i talked on the phoen with Dan and andy for like 4 hours and we went to monco flrited with some hot guy in the church of monoco and just stuff like that and the last night i cried since we were leavin frist and just stuff like that! woah i repated my self i shall have pictures later today i think! but okay bye


this was the short entry!

Sorta Happy and Sorta Sad! I missed all of my friends and Family and my dog (not midol lol) But if you read codys jounral then you would have like the basic out line. I shall try to go more in depth with mine (( this might take one or more entrys)).So here it goes
Flight over there-i slpet the whole time! lol! i took tynol pm so i was knocked out. when the stuattess was passing out the meals i would take a bite then fall asleep again! lol! but we landed and had to wait for every to get our bags. then we had to wait for the other group which they were from flordia and when in flordia i do not rember! but We waited on the bus with our tourgide Chris, the Irish man, he was the bomb! even though he made fun of my suitecase o well! lol but we got to our hotel which wasn't redy yet so we wandered around. Where we went to Notra Dam and lunch and then back to the hotel! then off to dinner with the other groups (flordia and there we mett south carolina) That was the frist time i met Dan and the rest of South Carolona! but dinner was alright i ate it all so i wouldn't be rude like other people in my groups. So after that we went to the hotel and got cleaned up had room check and then kevin came down into our room. lol when i fell asleep at about 11 cuz of the whole time change.
Second day- we woe up and went on a tour around paris! ((i love Paris)) but the other groups we let off at notra dam and we went to St.Chapel then lunch and to the louv where we meet connon o' brian! and Damn he is tall! And there i got lost in the gift shop and Dan made fun of me and we wern't even friends yet!!! but later that night after room check we sneaked out to the lobby and brought alot of drinks into mine and codys room. Kevin got drunk and i got tispy! lol but Dan and Andrew wheer with us so they took Kevin back to there room so Michale and Kenny wouldn't freak!
Thrid day- Hangover day lol! Kevin still didn't rember alot about the night before so it was funny reminding him! Ms.Grham got her nicknames! lol like Dke and penguin! lol but Palace Versie was pretty and we scared people in the gardnes of versie and then we went to hamlet! which was pretty and then to Naplone's grave! ((o and the whole trip there was a** loads of stairs)) then back to dinner and home to pack and once again get tispy! lol after we got in alil trupbe with Chris and tory me and Cody went to Dan and Andrews room soo we could talk again! and Andrew was drunk so it was funny since he was talkin like a Scottish person! o and he lost his wallet so that was funny since we would say somthin and he wuld say you know what i dare you to find my wallet or you know what would be sexay you 3 findin my wallet! so it was funny
4th day- we woke up ealry and bored the train to got to avion! where the whole time on the train we palyed cards or sleept so nuttin relly importan except we listned top some french rapper guy! lol and chilled and hanged out no big deal

Pt.2 comin later!

o yeah o yeah o yeah!!
But any way.....
I am sooo excited about my trip! Cody you and me are gonna have to live it up!! France 05!!! yes!!! ((i am goin hott guy shoppin)) But michale murphey is probly gonna die or loose the friend he has ((kevin)) but any way!! i am soo redy to go!! i got close, shoes,a new purse, cds all redy and a book to read! plus i am gonna stay up all night so i can just take a shower dry my hair get dress and leave!! Since i can sleep like just about any where! Plane car train carpet beach you name it i can sleep there! Hell i can even sleep on a crowed school bus!!! and a bus from a band trip! since i was the band-aid!

And cody don't you fear i will skip class one day to visit you!!
But any way while i am gone please leave me messages!! i will love you!!!
Only bad thing about my tirp is when i come back is that i go to the ortho the next day...Damn them!

O cody i wish you were home thursday....all we did thouh was walk around the neighbrohood! it was funny though. We were gonna go to the play ground but it got dark so we headed back so we wouldn't run into kidnapper freaks!!!!!


last entry for a while!!

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