Friends come and friends go, as hard as it sometimes seem. Though sometimes it is fate that this happens yet sometimes it is your own fualt. I know this I know it well. Yet when things do happen how is one to fix it? I havent updated in more then a year let me give you an update.
I fell in love. Haha thats a silly thing to start with but Im going in order so whatever. I got into a fight(feb 14, 09 no wounder I hate V-day now) that hurt for months afterwards, still hurts when I think about it.
I left my home, my life I knew On Feb. 15 of 09
DId i mention I cut my hair really short, I looked like a boy for months, hell I still do
I dyed my hair. Bright pink, red, two blues, brown, red, black, black/blue, black/green, Blonde, black/red/copper
I got a job at some point, I still have it.
Im in the 11th grade but apperently still technicly in the tenth
Im in canada, Its cold
Im a permidet Residant, when Im around 19 I can become a citizen of Canada
I miss the states
Ive had some boy's that liked me for whatever reason, I du mded them my heart still hurts
I met someone else. Theyve been hurt a lot.
Ive OD on pain killers more then once. One day they'll kill me
Ive been drunk in school. I have some great friends up here
Ive been kicked out of my mums house, she's really great
Ive run away more then once, though i guess i dont talk about them much
I fight with my friends up here every now and then, thus me ending up outside in the snow with a tanktop on
Depression comes back every now an then but I have other things to worry about
Why the hell does he want to kill himself?
I care about people far older then myself. I know its wrong but I cant help it
I care deeply still about someone of the same gender, not that it seems to matter much. I dont talk to her I always think she's mad at me
My head urts more and more
My thoughts are depressing as hell.
Whatever. Life is hard..death..death is so much easier.
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