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Its like....
Its like wondering if anyone notices you
Like if your mum comes to your netball game
To watch you play or to chat to the people beside her
Or when you win an award and you stand their
Wondering why are they clapping?
Its like waking up every morning
And wondering to yourself.
"Why am i here? Why me?"
Its like your invisible and no one can see you
Sometimes its like why do my parents have
To be like this? Why seperate
I dont want two adresses
Its like why cant we be a happy family
And live happily ever after
But then you think to yourself
Not all familys are happy
And not all happy endings come true
Its like going to school
And being blamed for things that you havnt done
Its like being sufficated
And not being able to breath
By being the brave one
And standing there and taking in all the s**t that you
Dont deserve to see or hear
Or when your teacher says "I do care about you"
But is she just saying that to make you feel better
Its like going to school on a mufti day
And being the odd one out by wearing
Tight legged jeans, Mascara, Eyeliner and Scary makeup
Its like your proving a point which your trying desperatley to prove
Imagine going to school
Being hated, Laughed at
Snobbed, Given the evils, bitched at
Its like finding a boy that you dearly love
And think hes the real deal
But you wonder to yourself
Does he love me or is it fake love?
Imagine loving someone so much that its to hard to say goodbye
Its like he was your one and only and now he's gone
Forever and theres nothing left to fight for in this s**t hole world
Its like People
Wondering why you left this earth
And why you didnt say anything or warn them
Of how you were feeling
But then you think to yourself
Why would she want to tell you anyway
Its not like you even cared. Was it?
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