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	No Name.........wow arent i creative? Lol whatever
	No Name.........wow arent i creative? Lol whatever

	Crush...Again?!!?!?!
	Crush...Again?!!?!?!


So there is this guy in my science class. Lets call him Zac. I had a crush on zac most of Grade Nine (last year) and i finally got over him when he got scared of me. He found out i liked him and got really nervouse around me...i dont know if it is so much homophobia as embarassment. So i got over him during the summer. Longstory short he is in my science class and sometimes we end up gazing into each others eye's without realizing we are doing it. I really like this guy...but i need to get over him...cause i know that it will just end up in hurt for me. Even if he is gay...i dont know if he is ready to handle it yet...its so hard sometimes...living life knowing that it will be so long until you experience love. well thanks for reading..... ttyl! Bye! 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Wed Sep 06, 2006 @ 10:22pm · 1 Comments

	Crushing over a guy in a serious relation ship.
	Crushing over a guy in a serious relation ship.


I really like him. he is sweet and makes me laugh. When i look into his eyes...my heart, it melts! When he talks to me...i feel so comfortable. He is one of the sweetest guys i have met! I am getting used to liking guys who are dating. I mean there arent many guys that are openly gay or Bi at my school so how am i going to date? I am completly okay with not dating! In other aspects of my life....School is almost over! YESS I WILL NEVER HAVE TO TAKE PHYSED AGAIN! Only four mores days and then 1 1/2 days! WOOOT lol i cannot wait. I would really love it if someone responded to this! biggrin xd 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Mon Jun 12, 2006 @ 11:40pm · 1 Comments

	Can you see me?...
	Can you see me?...


Hey you! Can you see me? Can you see how i feel inside? Tell me what does my expression say to you? Does it look like someone who is really happy? Does it look like someone who has the strength to cary on? To me it looks like someone who is hurting inside and who's spirit which was once vast and unsurmountable is now widdling slowly away to nothing. It looks to me like someone who is dying inside slowly but surley. To me it looks like somone who is waiting for someone to say just the right thing. I feel so tired of all of this crap? When will it be my turn? I mean sure i see poeple who are like me...but when will i be able to connect with them? When will i be able to smile at them and have them smile back at me? When will i be able to find someone who has everything im lacking, someone who when im with we make the perfect person...one who is truly happy? People think that i worry to much about love...but then tell me do you think this is about love? No...this is about finding that special, the person that completes you...the one that will always be there. The one that is truly for me...i feel like i will be searching for eternity........ 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Wed Sep 21, 2005 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments

	Interview ...Nervous>_<....�_�
	Interview ...Nervous>_<....�_�


redface blaugh Im so excited! I have been waiting for ever...it feels like. I have been going to these camps for years and i finally have a chance!! OOOH this is so exciting! So whats new with everyone!!!! 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 06:54pm · 2 Comments

	Im So Nervous
	Im So Nervous


Im so nervous!!! I have a piano recital tonight stare and usually im not usually this nervous its just that i dont feel like i know the song! Usually i can sit down and play it flawlessly but right now it feels like i dont know the song at all! And my Grandma went ahead and invited a whole bunch of her friends and i dont know...I havent had this kind of pressure before!! Oh well i think il be okay. In other news....i have to miss safe because of the stupid recital!!!! eek Oh well...i guess next week. SO how has everyone been?...iv been really bored latley...and that has been making me tired! Anyways im gonna go now so....have a good day!!! 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Tue May 24, 2005 @ 04:16pm · 1 Comments

	FRIDAY
	FRIDAY


Im so glad that it is finally friday!! Last weekend was my bithday and i have lots of money to spend. I want to go to the mall with somone but i Dont think anyone wants to go. I wanted to go with Jess but she isnt feeling well and she is going to her cottage sweatdrop . If i cant go to the mall tonight then maybe tomorow! I dont think anything mind blowing is going on either.....maybe i might end up going to a movie with the fam!! That would be fun. I have a piano recital coming up soon. None of my friends ever go but i might invite someone...like Jess who happens to be sitting beside me! I think it would be fun and she could here how i play!!! And there are always fun times when you get to laugh at the little kids who are just to cute!!!! Tia's advice was great!! I sang like no one was listening (no one was) and had a blast!!! We are already making Graduation plans!! IM so close to being in highschool! IM so nervous!! I hope i make friends.. If i write a poem tonight i will post it xp But i think i should get going so.....TTYL BYE 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Fri May 13, 2005 @ 04:25pm · 0 Comments

	LOVE!!!
	LOVE!!!


Im sooo confused!!! I mean i have a crush on this guy that i used to like....then i thought that i had stopped liking him only to be pulled back into his cute adorable eyes.....his AMASING smile and vibrant personality!! IT MAKES ME SOOOOO ANGRY!!!! i want him sooo bad but guess what? i cant have him lol.... I need to sing! 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Tue May 10, 2005 @ 04:38pm · 2 Comments

	*unamed*
	*unamed*


People dont understand what life is like, they always think everything is alright, Never thinking nor caring, People who hurt never daring. You think your perfect, That peoples actions reflect, The feelings they have towards you, That you will never lose. But i know deep down inside, People are tired of the feelings they hide One day it will be unleashed Every inoscent soul released! 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Mon May 09, 2005 @ 07:08pm · 0 Comments


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