Hey you! Can you see me? Can you see how i feel inside? Tell me what does my expression say to you? Does it look like someone who is really happy? Does it look like someone who has the strength to cary on? To me it looks like someone who is hurting inside and who's spirit which was once vast and unsurmountable is now widdling slowly away to nothing. It looks to me like someone who is dying inside slowly but surley. To me it looks like somone who is waiting for someone to say just the right thing.
I feel so tired of all of this crap? When will it be my turn? I mean sure i see poeple who are like me...but when will i be able to connect with them? When will i be able to smile at them and have them smile back at me? When will i be able to find someone who has everything im lacking, someone who when im with we make the perfect person...one who is truly happy? People think that i worry to much about love...but then tell me do you think this is about love? No...this is about finding that special, the person that completes you...the one that will always be there. The one that is truly for me...i feel like i will be searching for eternity........
 74.Crimson Heart.74 · Wed Sep 21, 2005 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments |
