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In family relationships, you either love them, hate them, or whatever. But there is no such thing as a 'happy family.
For quite sometime, I've been noticing that my Mum really does not like Dad's side so much. My Mum's side hate me. They would always talk about me negatively. I also think my Mum really hates my Dad side... A lot. Especially my aunties.
To be honest, I'm actually a lot closer to my aunts than my Mum.
Yeah, Mum is my Mum, but she was gone from me for like half of my life. During that, my aunts and dad's side took care of me more I guess.
Mum's been really getting on my nerves lately and it bugs me. She thinks that Dad's side is always wrong, but they end up being right. And Mum ends up being deep wrong.
My mother is extremely unpatient with me. I think she needs to know how to let there be time to learn. It irritates me the fact that she said:
'You fail life.'
It hurts. It honestly hurts.
And the fact that she seems like I'm always nothing to her.
She told me once that I was 'useless.'
That hurts me.
I wish that she would trust me more and be more proud of me.