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Quizzy I took for being bored |
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Quizzy Time!
1.) What's your nick name? Kris, Krissy, Kitty, shorty
2.) How old are you? The sad and pathetic number... 16
3.) Are you old enough? *Sighs* not to drink -.-
4.) Do you feel like an old geezer? Lol, only when I try to get up from my bed.
5.) Are you listening to music right now? I would but lil sis has on Dinosaurs <<Rawr>>
6.) What kind of music do you like? Rock, Metal, Techno, Trance
7.) What kind of food do you like? Chinese or Itallian
8.) Who is your favorite singer/band? Ville Valo of H.I.M ^.^
9.) What is your favorite animal? biggrin my kitty Flower
10.) Do you watch television? *Drools* Rot brain did t.v.
11.) If so, what are you favorite shows? South Park, Simpsons... that sorta stuff
12.) Do you like to read? Of course :3
13.) What's your favorite book? The Anita Blake Vampire Hunter Series
14.) Who is your favorite author? Laurell K. Hamilton
15.) Have you ever done anything illegal? One time... yes.
16.) How old do you wish you were? Atleast between 21 - 24
17.) Are you happy with your life? Not really... -.- Some things, though, I'd never change.
18.) Which Emoticon do you like the best? stare This one right here
19.) Which Emoticon do you like the least? idea
20.) What item do you want for you Gaia avvie the most? I want.. either the OMG or NM scarf
21.) Have you ever donated to Gaia? I want to, but mom won't let me.
22.) Have you ever left Gaia for over a month? I think it was almost a month
23.) Do you have a house on Gaia? Yes, but it's not very good -.-
24.) Do some people on Gaia REALLY get on your nerves? The people who are always complaining about n00bs
25.) Have you ever set up a quest? *looks at siggy* yep
26.) Have you ever donated to someone else's quest? Of course :3 I'm a nice girl.
27.) Do you believe in ghosts? We have one living in my house... Seriously
28.) Do you believe in fairies? *smiles* I want to say yes... but no on this one
29.) Do you believe horoscopes? Of course biggrin Scorpio all the way Babeh!
30.) Do you believe there are microscopic munchkin gnomes on the ground that untie your shoelaces? Sometimes... They even trip me!
31.) Are you insane? Nope... just normal.. You are the insane ones!
32.) Have you ever been accused of being insane? No, But I ate a brownie once.
33.) If so, did you giggle madly and call them a silly goose then ramble on insanely? Maybe... maybe not @.o
34.) If so and you did not, are you going to next time you are accused of being insane? *staring mindlessly into space* huh?
35.) Are you enjoying this survey thus far? This is a survey?
36.) What would you do if someone handed you a cup of whipcream? *licks at white mustache* That's for me to know... 0.o you don't want to find out...
37.) Do you like to draw? Who doesn't... -. -. Don't answer that
38.) If so, what is your favorite medium? Just a regular pencil, man.
39.) Do you like to do crafts? Sometimes
40.) If so, what kind of crafts? something that deals with popsicle sticks
41.) Have you ever tried to lick your elbow?-.- yep
42.) Have you ever broken a bone? Nah... Just bruised.. it's the milk
43.) Have you ever dyed your hair a crazy color? There was blue, then black, then red, then it turned purple... now it's black again...
44.) Have you ever had a moehawk? Hehe... I tried but my hair is too long
45.) Are you answering these questions based on you or your Gaia character? Nah
46.) Cute or cool? both?
47.) More or less? um um..more more more, how do you like it, how do you like it?
48.) Light or dark? Defo Dark
49.) Dull or bright? If dark then Dull, Duh!
50.) Heavy or light? light
51.) Sweet or sour? Ooooo sweet
52.) Food or drink? Drink
53.) Pepsi or Cola? Cola
54.) Sprite or Mountain Dew? Sprite
55.) Water or Flavored Water? Flavored Water
56.) Do you paint your fingernails? Sometimes... I tried growing them out... didn't work...
57.) If so, do you paint your fingernails yourself? Yes
58.) What is the coolest color to paint your nails? It was black with purple tips
59.) What is the coolest color to dye your hair? Purple
60.) Do you hate or like mathematics? Maths a breeze... it's my best subject
61.) What is/was your favorite subject in school? Culinary Arts all the way
62.) What is your favorite thing to do? I like to cook and read...
63.) Are you "married"? Almost engaged
64.) Do you think you are sexy? You're funny... I'm dead sexy... :=.= not really
65.) Do others find you sexy? Sometimes
66.) Do you think you are going to dominate the world someday? mwahahah...*cough cough* I'm getting too old for this
67.) Do others think you are going to dominate the world someday? -.0 They don't know yet.
68.) Ever had a random person tell you out of the blue that you were pretty/hot/sexy/(any other positive word about your physical appearance)? Yes, I have actually
69.) And you had NEVER met the person before? Nope, never
70.) And you hadn't even seen them before? No!
71.) Did you think it was totally cool that they did that? It was... amusing
72.) What is your favorite breakfast food? Cocoa puffs cereal
73.) What is your favorite lunch food? um chicken
74.) What is your favorite dinner? Chicken Stir-Fry
75.) What is your favorite snack food? Yum... Doritos (salsa)
76.) Have you ever had any disorders? Eating... but that was back in the day
77.) Have you ever wanted to eat someone's arm? *sighs* not quite there yet.
78.) Have you ever wanted to kill someone? twisted
79.) Did you kill them? Um... >>...<<"... Nah blaugh
80.) Do you find Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh and Dragonball Z utterly repulsive? DBZ, no, the rest, yes
81.) If not, why the hell not? smile I grew up watching DBZ as a young girl.
82.) Do you think some of the Pokemon are cute? nope... well Mew ^.^
83.) Even though you despise the actual show? *sighs* it's just too childish with plots
84.) Are you going to say anything about my not using an "e" with an accent for Pokemon? Yes... WHY DIDN'T YOU scream
85.) Are you a grammar nazi? Depends on what kinda day I'm having
86.) Do you have a grudge against any group of people? Nah... just the people :3
87.) Are both of your parents alive? Sadly enough... yes
88.) Are you male or female? 40% Female, 60% male... that is what a quiz said... but I'm a girl *looks down pants* yep
89.) No, not your Gaia character. You? I think Decieved could be drag biggrin
90.) Are you masquerading as the opposite gender because you like their avatar better? um... no I'm not that insane yet
91.) Have you ever been to a masquerade ball? No, but I still had that brownie once
92.) What countries have you been to? uh... you mean there's not just the usa???
93.) What country are you currently in? USA
94.) Are you on the run? o.0 pigeons stole my soul
95.) Are you getting tired of these questions? Uh huh
96.) Are you a vegetarian? Nah, not quite... but I do love my veggies more than meat
97.) Do you think vegetarianism is dumb? Nah... killing aminals when we have nice fruits is dumb
98.) If so, why? Well *flips hair* I forgot
99.) Do you have anything against homosexuals? They are sexy talk2hand
100.) Bisexuals? Love them... I wanna date one and have a 3some and all the good stuffs
101.) If so, to either one, why? *sighs* I love them!
102.) Are you a homophobe? Nope ^.^ 100% supporter all the way
103.) Do you know what a homophobe is? yep... -.- and it's a very sad excuse too
104.) Are you a Blonde? Naturally, yes... right now... no
105.) Do you think the blonde stereotype is absolutely ridiculous? It's actually true...
106.) But refer to ditzy moments or people as blonde anyways? um...
107.) Are you getting bored with these questions yet? of course.. you gave me a headache, but I'm bored.
108.) Do you like free gold? Um DUH!
109.) Do you like free avatar art? I guess... I have never really had any
110.) Have you ever bought avatar art? nah, not worth it really
111.) Have you ever bought a pet for you signature? uh-uh
112.) Have you ever owned a minishop? mini-shop? is that like a mini-mall?
113.) If so, what kind? um... Chicken blaugh
114.) If you were to open a minishop at this very moment, what would it sell? I'd like to sell... cd's?
Word association!
115.) Panda -- Roo
116.) Hat -- Hair
117.) Smile -- Wide
118.) Tear -- jerker
119.) Red -- Bull
120.) Fluffy -- Pillows
121.) Fish -- Sack
122.) Number -- letter
123.) Word -- scramble
124.) Association -- organization
125.) Cat -- cute
126.) Family -- ties
127.) Cussing -- habit
128.) Cartoon -- show
129.) Anime -- samarai champloo
130.) Manga -- comic
131.) Pastel -- color
132.) Idiot -- dummy
133.) Cute -- kitty
134.) Disgusting -- snake
135.) Long -- distance
136.) Circle -- of friendship
137.) Forbidden -- love
138.) Glue -- stick
139.) Monkey -- bars
140.) Finale -- end
141.) Do you cuss? Yep
142.) Do you cuss often? Yes
143.) Do you cuss in more than one language? Faunt deshe (misspelled)
144.) Do you even use some cuss words known only by monkeys? Banana
145.) Are you a monkey? Nah... maybe Ooh!
146.) How many languages do you know? French, English, little Japanese and spanish
147.) What languages do you speak? English and French
148.) What language do you want to learn? Either Full Japanese or german
149.) Do you play any instruments? Clairinet and hopefully guitar soon
150.) What instrument do you wish you could play? Drums
151.) Are you a good singer? I've been told I have a sexy voice and some stranger told me I could
152.) First kiss? I was with a mexican -.- not the way I planned it...
153.) What is the best candy? Oooo Chocolate covered Cherries
154.) Do you like perfome/cologne? Perfume
155.) Are you good with spelling? yep
156.) When someone misspells something, does it irritate you? yes
157.) Do the people who use netspeak(u, r, ne1) annoy you beyond the lines of reality? Oh God yes!
158.) What types of movies do you like? Horror
159.) What is your favorite movie? The Crow
160.) Have any fetishes? I have a hair fetish and chains ^.^ I have a chain belt... safety pins too
161.) Do you make obscenely too many "Bump" posts that only contain that word? nuh-uh
162.) Have you ever tried to type a really long post to see if it would give you more gold? yep
163.) Did someone b***h at you for trying to get more gold through the long post? Nah... just called me a n00b
164.) If someone bitched at you for attempting that, did you b***h back? I was disconnected then
165.) Who do you think had the right to b***h at the other? uhm... me
166.) Do you read the Newspaper? Yea
167.) Do you read the news online? Nah
168.) Do you watch the news? Rarely
169.) Do you like to educate yourself? Of course
170.) Are you a control freak? I'm a submissive person
171.) Are you bossy? I can be
172.) Have you ever been rich on Gaia? The most I've had was about 20k
173.) Are you rich right now? almost half of what I had when I was rich
174.) What's your favorite sport? Extreme Snowboarding
175.) Do you have a life? Nah... I'm dead to the world
176.) How much did it cost for you to get a life? nothing... I have no life
177.) Has anyone ever told you to get a life? Oh boy... 1...2...3...12... 82... I forgot
178.) Did they have a good reason to tell you to get a life? Because they think they are BETTER than me... who's better than a krissy? NOONE!
179.) Have you ever told someone to get a life? Lol of course, but I didn't mean it
180.) Do you like housework? Oh yes... and my teacher gives me spankings after class if I make an F while I wear my catholic school girl uniform.. stare
181.) Do you think this survey is a waste of your time? Nah... I'm bored, so it'll do
182.) If so, why are you doing it? x.x
183.) Sumimasen? *dies* I don't understand!!!
184.) What do you think of "1337" speak? NO!!!!
185.) Are you a former "1337" speaker? Nah, but I can read it now
186.) Do you watch pointless, mind-numbing television? Of course
187.) Do you like old people? hmm... does 18 count as old?
188.) Is your computer an annoyance? If it was... would I be on it?
189.) What is the color of a dog's bark? The same color as it's bite silly!
190.) What is the color of a cat's meow? uh... green?
191.) Do rabbits make sound? They are the noisiest eaters!
192.) Do you like video games? Hells Yeah! let's get crunk tonight mate!
193.) What kind of games do you like? Rpg's, fighting, racing
194.) What is your favorite game? Super Mario Bros.
195.) Do you get angry atleast once a day? Of course...
196.) Are you stressed out? Let's just say a relaxing bubble bath didn't come off as so relaxing
197.) Are you glad this survey is coming to a close? Aww and I was just getting excited!
198.) Did you enjoy this survey? *Stabs*
199.) Are you going to send Rosalind your love via PM? Who?
200.) Okay, thank you, bye bye! o.0 You're Dead, though!
 DecievedDeath · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 12:21am · 0 Comments |
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I love Eric... If you've been reading my journal, you should know that by now. I'm being told he's cheating on me... and if that be the case then I'm so screwed. But I have faith in him that he's not. *sighs* And now that I'm with him, I have my ex Justin telling me he likes me and possibly loves me but not like he use to, My friend David wanting to get with me, a friend of mine online who likes me. -.- I'm so confused. I mean, I know I'm going to stay with Eric as long as we can last. No matter what, we will NOT break up. It's almost been 4 months that we've been together this time. I hope we can make it last even longer. I've only got a year and a half left until I'm 18. When I turn 18, it's off to New York. I am going to become a Culinarian. Oh, we got our school schedules. This coming up year I have Theatre 3 (Going to be changed definately), Chemistry 1, Culinary Arts 3, Algebra 2. Second Semester I have Culinary Arts 3 (continued), English 3, United States History, and French 3. I wish to get my Theatre 3 class changed to Algebra 2, and have my algebra 2 class changed into Web Page Design 2. Something like that. Well I think I'm off somewhere on here... I don't know. Love you Baby! Good bye folks.
DecievedDeath · Tue Jun 28, 2005 @ 06:15am · 0 Comments |
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This is where it gets really bad... |
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I can't sleep. It's 12:30 in the morning, and I'm pretty much crying my eyes out. I had a friend, his name was Anthony, and we dated way back when, when me and Eric had split up at one point in time. We broke up because I wanted to get back with Eric and I just didn't feel that spark. I started dating Eric again, but me and Anthony started growing closer. We had some good times, we never argued, we always talked. Well, over the months, quite a few of them, I realized that I really liked this guy. He was like the completion of Eric and more. Don't get me wrong, I love Eric with all my heart and I wouldn't dream of giving him up, but Anthony was like a back-up guy incase Eric and I didn't work out. Anyways, back to the story, After realizing I really liked Anthony, I told him and we started growing even closer. He told me he loved me one night... and I was really happy... I said it back because I thought I did... but then I grew even closer and realized then it was the real thing. A few days ago, he told me that it wasn't real for him, it was only lust and he wanted me just for sex. He was going to get me head over heels for him, meet me, screw me, then brag about it to his friends at his school. That really hurt me that he only wanted to use me as a sex trophy... But I started to get over it.
A few days later, last night, he got online for the first time since the incident. I tried to talk to him and see how things worked. I found out that he meant what he said and he also blamed the whole not being able to tell lust from love on him being a guy. -.- It's a lame excuse and it gives other guys a really bad name. It's just, some of the things he's said... They're really horrible. And I know I shouldn't mourn over something so crude as this happening... but I put a lot, almost everything I had into this guy. Then, suddenly, out of nowhere, we had just got off the phone and admitted that... It hurt me greatly. I cried until 3AM the first time. And today... I just had to suck it up. It isn't worth it. I just wish it didn't hurt this much.
To make matters worse, I called Eric yesterday afternoon. We kinda got into an argument and I'm so afraid of losing him. I have every ounce of trust, faith, love... everything in me in him. We have our future planned out... We are planning for him to come here next month... if I lose him... I've lost everything... EVERYTHING! And I don't want that. Eric, baby, I love you.
Not too long ago, my friend David asked me to go to the movies with him tonight. It's his birthday and he's a great guy to go to for advice and help. He's a major sweetheart and I feel like I can be myself around him. We have a lot of the same interests, and I'm really glad I have someone I can go to whom I can trust.
And finally, I think I need to stop writing. I know I haven't really written in a while, but, hey. Lol, I'll cheer up eventually. I'm really happy to have my friends. heart g'night all
DecievedDeath · Sat Jun 18, 2005 @ 07:07am · 0 Comments |
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This has been a very tough time for me. I am not sure how to deal with many things at the moment. Eric and I just got into a recent arguement yesterday... I've made one of my best friends, Mat, mad at me and he hasn't been around for me to set things right and I've had so many guilt trips about it. My best friend, who is like a soul mate but not destined to be with me as a lover, left me last night. He couldn't take the computers and all that like he use to... I don't know what to do because he's the one who's always been there for me when I needed him most. *sighs* Things aren't going the way I planned anymore. I have people all over the place trying to hook up with me and get me to break away from Eric... I don't want to do that... I'm frightened of David now, because he dumped his girlfriend and is all of a sudden seeming too friendly with me... I know it's odd and probably just paranoia talking... but I don't know. I love Eric with all my heart and no matter what... I'll make it there with him... :3 I will always make it with him. Welp... I don't really know what to talk about. Leighanne *starts shouting* I give you a shout out from my other all mighty journal thingy :3 and yep 3nodding Bye byez all.
DecievedDeath · Wed Jun 08, 2005 @ 03:36pm · 0 Comments |
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Where to begin.... I haven't talked to Eric since Friday... and I didn't get ahold of him Saturday... and Sunday I went boating and tubing and got sun burned so badly!!! Then I couldn't call him because we left too early and got home too late... Monday I tried to call him, but he was gone to some dude's house... Today I finally got ahold of him and I was so happy to hear his voice, but he's sick sad I wish I could be there for him and hold him and just make things a bit better for him. Wow, it's almost been 3 months. About 10 months total... no I think 11... oh well... We've been on and off with each other since February of last year! I couldn't imagine a life without him now. People can think I am obsessive because I talk about him a lot... or that I'm a bit naive because it's an internet relationship that I don't want to let go of... But those people don't understand me... they don't understand what me and Eric have going on. And I would love to show those who don't understand it what we have... Lol but I can't. But that's ok because it only matters what I think...right? Oh well... I'm in a good mood. Hehe... my buddy David is suppose to call me and he's finally joining Gaia, so people look out! My maniac buddy is gonna be on the loose ^^" Welp I hope this school year has been prosperous and productive and all that. But we can only hope. smile I'm gonna go. Wish me luck with my long journey of love down this lonely road with Eric. heart Love ya Baby! With all my heart and so much more I want to find to give you from within me.
DecievedDeath · Wed May 25, 2005 @ 01:19am · 0 Comments |
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Ranting of teh Futureness |
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'Tis almost the end of the school year... Wow, it's gone by so fast. I've met so many new people... I'm making a book or a novel or whatever you want to call it... I'm with Eric again biggrin I love him so muches... it's almost been 3 months smile I'm so happy... I want to see him this summer... but I don't think it would be a good idea because my parents think I'm the whore of the century... but I'm not. :s... I love you so muches Baby!!!!! I hope you can move in with me next year ^^" I really would like that and I wouldn't be lonely in the new appartment that I wanna get. Wow... It's hard to believe that my life is almost over... or atleast the childish part. I'm going to have to take up responsibilities... get a job... move out and pay bills and car insurance... and go to college... I don't want to seperate from Eric... he wants to go to a college in Texas... and I want to go to the C.I.A in New York. Then when I finish my college years... I want to move to Europe.. maybe the U.K... maybe France. He wants to go to Germany... I don't want to ruin his dreams... but I don't want to give up mine either... HELP! I don't know what to think... I mean I want to plan it out and I have a couple of years to think it over I guess... but a couple of years go by so fast and before I know it... we will be seperated with him near other women... and me with party people... Wow... I think I'm frightened of the future... sad Oh well Imma head off for now... Take care everyone ^^" heart you Eric. Bye byez
DecievedDeath · Fri May 13, 2005 @ 02:35am · 0 Comments |
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Well... what's there to say about what happened today...
Hm... I saw Justin again today... I was speechless so I just smiled and walked off... I'm not going back into the days when it was just me and him... no again. I have Eric so I'm VERY happy and EXTREMELY lucky to have such a wonderful b/f at the time. I would trust no one more than him or ever be able to love anyone else as much as I do him...believe me... I thought I could...
Yesterday I stayed after school with one of my best friends. His name is Todd. He's a really great guy even if he is just a freshman. He can act mature when he wants to, so that impresses me a lot. I stayed with him from 2:45 until 7:15. Lol we had fun. He was really disappointed at about 6:40ish... he came in 6th of 8 places in the track race for the 800... He was 4 seconds behind his last timing so he was kinda wiped and really angry with himself about it too... I felt bad for the guy so I gave him a reassuring hug and told him it was ok... With practice, He can be really good at running ^^" Which is true. We went back into school and got him something to drink. Afterwards, I walked around school campus with him and it was great... I don't really like being in big crowds so it being just me and him made all the world to me since I couldn't be home to talk to Eric. I missed him a great deal...we haven't talked since Monday, but that's ok because we both understand when the other is busy.
I had to leave school early today because I had a dentist appointment. It still hurts even though I got in there about 2...They started drilling one of the four teeth when I wasn't numb so I felt it and screamed almost. It hurts when they start fiddling with caveties and you can still FEEL IT!!!!! Lol but it doesn't matter. I'll be alright in a day or so.
In Theatre 1 we are learning about fight scenes and how to fall... I have to do a scene where I have a husband and I just got home and we were robbed... Lol it's really genius but it's long and I only have a week or so to do the task. It's ok, though. I strive to give myself challenges and here's one right in my face. Pretty soon we are going to have to choreograph a fight scene with another partner to make it look real. He told us that if we actually fight it's ok, so long as we don't do any REAL physical damage... but he wants us to actually hit and make it look as real as possible. I think I can manage but I'm not the fighting kind of person ^^"
Well I think that's all I want to say for now. I hope people read my journal and get interested in how my life works. I'm not that bad of a person once you get to know me. Lol. I love you SO SO SO SOOOOOO muches Eric. heart I know you love me back just as much as I do you and I hope you are well... 'Til the next entry. adieur
DecievedDeath · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 11:38pm · 0 Comments |
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