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Wraiths walk now
Upon their last calls,
Last dreams of the desired least
Those made up of miracle workers
Worshiped by a miracle beast
Thus far not far hurled from a miss tried,
Petrified circle of three
The common Tongue of a handful
Of what true mess could begin to be
Alas known free willing calm
Speaking in silent riddled charms
Each one carried on by soft winds wisping by trees
Which even the deafs' ears could not deny to hear
"Once family to family renown Heroes we left
But shall forever remain to the select few
We watch them over with which here our heart will beat
Loud and steady we speak to be
Even for the coming children to remember three
The three renown Heroes who never fled their dream
Those renown Heroes who could and shall still set us free"
With this current state from unsettled breaths
Now quickly risen to settling peace
Bringing dreams to each residing that meet
Stepping through time,
Those made up of miracle workers
Worshiped by a miracle beast
Thus far not far hurled from a unique,
Blessed circle of three
The common tongue of a handful
Of what true honor could begin to be
Alas known everlasting calm
Their words silent riddled charms
Each one echoing from soft winds wisping by trees
That of which even the deafs' could clearly hear
"Forever from family to family renown Heroes we remain
To inspire all who know of our tale's chapters, never faint
Watching them over with which here our immortal hearts beat
Loud and steady we speak to let this be
That the coming children's children forever remember three
The three renown Heroes that never fled their dream
The renown Heroes who were worshiped by
And alas finally tamed the miracle beast"
In Memory of Danny, Leo and Nathan
Forever Rest In Peace
By- Ethan
"Zenith Sphinx."
 Ulben Geist · Mon Apr 07, 2008 @ 12:37am · 0 Comments |
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More plots thickened
Believed prophet legends, little perfected nor listened
Straight threw them, fright slew them
Those dishonest few,
Each standing in vain
Thy mystical lamp misguiding their empty hearts,
Further delaying her games
But in the distance, the proudly faded litches
Held their own silent stuttered whisper to taint,
Held a lust for the Witch that drove them to pain
Behold their mistakes, never able to sway the final play
Blood stained memories shifting solemn cries
Reminding them how they once fell victim to a sadistic succubus
Her blood stained lips and raven eyes
Thy broken will to follow 'til sharpened blades met delight
Persuaded more to the undiscovered feeling
Of the journey through the Maiden's eyes
Breaching what confidence left of the followed and denied
Bringing down their flag of defiled lies
All the ending tragedies heard through prosthetic ears,
Prevailing but few the brewing that blew their paranormal tears
An impish guile thwarting Her long sought plan, reigning fear
Stigmata bringing faith to bless the belated prey,
Fleeing as She drank the tears of the delayed
She spoke the words that they dreamed and feared
Always wondered how it drawn them near,
Pondering the mystery that broke the majestic glare,
Knowing Her piercing image forever burns in their mirrors
Ulben Geist · Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 06:21am · 0 Comments |
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Laid to rest
Blessed by three
Changing words to creep and flee
I sink to an ocean forbidden the same
You sink to the worlds who's birth delayed
Never again worthless to change or stray
Never ending for the beginning betrayed
Buried in lies,
Use them, silence your cries
And is it to your dismay
You are the one to betray?
Appease the demon that begs for their pain
Use it now for your personal gain...
Displaying infamous shame
A man withered into his dreaded grave
Grins held crooked upon children's faces
Innocence gleaming through daily races
Speaking clear, isolation's cleaving near
Arise from the ashes to free despair
Fear now the empty plains without heir
Baring the flags of various misplaced affairs
I summon upon you the empty bliss of worn out imps and witches
Their hunger brimming to boil over, spilling upon your darkened wishes
Like a scar, torn open again, a pain all too familiar...
It shows through the wicked smiles as he cries
Heard through the lies,
"Set me in my coffin with peace for thee
Laid to rest the withering blessed for three..."
The solemn rest that ages bring
Wishes of these apocalyptic dreams
Vile creatures venture forth to peer on through
I sunk to the bottom and slew the truth
Spoken now the end of wraiths bracing failed promises
Born from the seventh layer of burning withered darkness
Spoken now the angels fade and falter
Retreat of the heavens shown promise to no other
Ulben Geist · Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 04:55am · 0 Comments |
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Ulben Geist · Mon Mar 26, 2007 @ 05:39am · 0 Comments |
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"To touch the stars
As to whisper Her name
Like lifting all hope as a lost cause
Fate's hand now lays upon me"
She was the drug
That came and left me feeling hallow
The same as the last to stand in battle
A fearless no named
A warrior to slay the shallow
Dreaming of Her mystic shadow
It became so hard to follow
I found my sanctuary
And you'll find it there
My heart and all it's pain
And you'll find me there
Waiting for the day I meet your gallows
I tend to break this hold
This unrelenting grip
And then all those braving the shadows
Shall falter and fade to my abyss
Because...
The everlasting battle
Arises from these depths
Of the reluctant warrior
Crippled by disgrace
That taught him to hate the horrid race
And you'll find it there
My heart and all it's ********' pain
And you'll find me there
Waiting in my grave...
Ulben Geist · Tue Mar 13, 2007 @ 10:08pm · 0 Comments |
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Another Fallen: R.I.P Danny |
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Another one of my friends died February 21rst in his hospital bed from a heart condition. He was one of the first people I had known in Frankfort, a place I grew to love and hate, and he was one of the people in our little sword play group. Danny was a great person, it wasn't until months after me moving to Kokomo that they discovered he had a heart condition. When will the pain stop? When will the people I grew to love stop getting taken away from us? It all seems like a one sided vision to me, nothing will change... Nothing will get better, nothing can relieve the pain from it's solemn little outpost. You have to wonder after two months and two people dying that when your time will be. These people were so young.. and the people around them are so ungrateful of living. Why should it be Danny and Leo that lose their lives when others are begging for their fate?
R.I.P Danny Joe Finley
Ulben Geist · Thu Feb 22, 2007 @ 07:43am · 0 Comments |
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In Memory of Leo Olivella, my brother. |
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Better taken my brother than my best friend... Leo was always there to talk to me and not turn away from the subject or close it with brief, unchanging advice.
I partially blamed myself for the first three ours of his death for I neglected him after I broke up with his sister, Brandi... didn't want to be around her and in doing so I couldn't go around Leo. Though he asked and asked, even Brandi asked me to visit him I was too stubborn to get over my petty bullshit to visit my best ******** friend.
I knew he too had problems, but never did I think he would take his own life from them... he always seemed stronger than that. The complicated part of it all is the feeling of confusion on whether or not you should be angry or sad.... And so I choose to remember Leo as he was in my eyes and still is even at this very moment. Kind hearted, strong, determined, humorous, courageous and most of all, again, my brother.... may it not be blood but it is not blood that creates a bond... and anyone that disagrees with me I will stand forth and fight that battle for as long as I've breath to say his name.
Though, when I went to walk around the block during the time I was sitting at Leo's home... I went to smoke a cigarette and a man pulled up beside me in a silver truck and stared at me for a moment. I was unsure of where this guy even came from... but moments later he rolled down his window and spoke this words, "Son, I'll tell you this, everyone makes mistakes." Then drove off soon after... these words are stuck in my head as well with questions. What made this guy say this to me? How did he know about what had happened? I was outside the entire time, that man was not there. I do not believe in "god" as most do... but after that moment I know there is some form of greater power out there... The words that man spoke brought great ease to my pain for the remaining hour or more I waited outside Leo's home for any news on how everyone was holding up, mainly Amanda and Andrea.
So now I give to you the re-written version of "Monster of Sins", one of my songs, this time dedicated to the man that helped me pull through so many times in the time I knew him...
"In Memory of Leo"
Seeking all the sorrow
For the one that left this life
I take these words given
Discover what lies behind
I now sit to conjure
The time fallen astray
My Goddess
I ask you to bless the fallen
Though he dressed himself in sin
Even if this bless should kill me
Clear this slate for him
I look over my shoulder
The reaper standing guard
Serving but a whisper
To my disregard
My brother's whispers faint
But renown world wide
You may find yourself the judge
But he shall not idly stand by
My Goddess
I ask you to bless the fallen
Why give me this?
A life of dwelling pain
How could the strong falter?
If you were to bless the fallen
I shall take his place for a second chance
Now that it has him
In it's everlasting grasp
I ask you to notice
Through this bloody looking glass
His heart was all pure
Forged by your fires and set to work
It was treated without care
Is this really nevermore?
Now... My Goddess
Bless me with sacrificial death
Rid my brother of this sin
Let his soul lay to rest...
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R.I.P
Leo Olivella
My Best Friend
My Brother
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Ulben Geist · Fri Jan 05, 2007 @ 07:26pm · 5 Comments |
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Muahahahahaha!
I am the ultimate journal-ifier!!
<33333 It seems by the end of gaia, I'll have posted at least once in everyones journal. o.o
Now, how to remember all the passwords. ><
I know!! I'll post them here so I can always look back!
Lets see, Ethan's is: Seaniztehepitomeofgr43tn3zz
And Daniel's is: gimm3som3lemonz
Who else....
<333
Ulben Geist · Tue Dec 26, 2006 @ 07:55pm · 1 Comments |
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